Uhh well right now im at shannen's house. Came here after school cuz I love my shannen lol. This week or since like ive last written in here has been kind of hectic or like "full of stuff" cuz yeah me and rachel broke up like twice but we got back together today so im sooo happy cuz I need this to last for real this time and I think we're booth ( Read more... )

K well today was "interesting" as Devin put it. Today im chemistry my teacher asked me to "step out of class" with her so I did and she started telling me that I need to go to guidance cuz I have like fears and stuff and that I wont do good in school and that she can see that. Like, I dont get why the hell she would do that. It's like the 4th day ( Read more... )

Hmm umm well the first full week of school started today and im like already so sick of it. I'm already wishing it was friday. I hate chemistry so much. I hate the teacher cuz shes not good at teaching at all and she gives you three quizez a week and like today we had one but I thought it was gonna be on these 30 pages in the chem textbook that we ( Read more... )

K well this is probably the first time in a while that you’ll hear me talk about how happy I am. Ive been going out with Rachel fulston for a couple days now and its been so great. I cant stop thinking about her and everytime I talk to her I cant stop smiling. For everyone else whos thinking about asking me if im bi, the answer is yes. Everyone has ( Read more... )

Haven't written in like a week cuz this week has been umm...full of bad things I guess if you wanna say that. Well today is my birthday and im finally 15. I'm so happy im not 14 anymore. It was such a tough year but now its a new year so ill be fine (i hope) or atleast ill try. Today I guess im going to the mall with Chris and Ian cuz they wanna " ( Read more... )

I feel like writing in italics right now cuz I changed my writing on aim to have italics the other day and I like it so yeah. I have to say this no matter how stupid you think this is...i didnt know how to spell italics so i looked at the "i" key on my keyboard and it has it written on like the side of the key lol. Alright well today I got my eye ( Read more... )

Uhh well I guess im better from the other night but I still feel that way its just that night I was just sad I guess. But I feel better now cuz I found something else and I hope what I found out actually happens but if it doesnt I still know about the feelings behind it. That probably made no sense to you but it does to me cuz I know what happened ( Read more... )

I have to get something out again. I'm sorry I keep spilling things out lately but not many people use livejournal anymore or atleast read other peoples anymore cuz its just become something for people to get things out in I guess so I know people probably dont read this. I didnt wanna write this entry because I know Devin is gonna read it sooner ( Read more... )

Ugh I have to write right now cuz like something is really bothering me. Last night Rob had an away message up and at the end it said for "marina" to IM him when she got back and he had a heart after her name so like I asked Tim who marina was and he said someone that Rob has wanted for a while and that he probably liked her even when we were going ( Read more... )

Just woke up a little while ago and since ive been up ive just been watching tv with shannen and just like two minutes ago we woke ashlee up. We watched the Real World for a little while and like I've seen the episode where Danny's mom dies like a couple times but like this time it just really got to me I guess and like it made me think of my dad ( Read more... )