love

Aug 19, 2005 18:43

Uhh well I guess im better from the other night but I still feel that way its just that night I was just sad I guess. But I feel better now cuz I found something else and I hope what I found out actually happens but if it doesnt I still know about the feelings behind it. That probably made no sense to you but it does to me cuz I know what happened lol. Well Shannen's straightning my hair right now cuz we're gonna go to a bar in a little while cuz I guess my mom knows people there that she wants to see and she knows someone whos singing there so I guess we're just gonna go for like an hour. Blah I hope Devin asks me out soon or like just anything that gets us together even if I have to be the one to ask him out. I just wanna be with him. Uhh well theres really nothing else to talk about so I guess im gonna go.

this vacation's useless
there white pills aren't kind
i've given a lot of thought on this 13-hour drive
i missed the grinding concrete where we sat past 8 or 9
and slowly finished laughing in the glow of our headlights
i've given a lot of thought to the nights we use to have
the days have come and gone
our lives went but so fast
i faintly remember breathing on your bedroom floor
where i laid and told you but you sweared you loved me more

do you care if i don't know what to say
will you sleep tonight or will you think of me
will i shake this off pretend its all ok

those notes you wrote me
i've kept them all
i'll give a lot of thought of how to write you back this fall
with every single letter in every single word there will be a hidden message about a boy that loves a girl

<2 I love you...I wanna be with you so bad again <3
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