eye operation is over with
I feel like writing in italics right now cuz I changed my writing on aim to have italics the other day and I like it so yeah. I have to say this no matter how stupid you think this is...i didnt know how to spell italics so i looked at the "i" key on my keyboard and it has it written on like the side of the key lol. Alright well today I got my eye operation! I'm so happy its over with cuz I was so afraid and like worried and he said he did all he needed to do and that it should be fixed now but he said I need to get these drop things to put in my eye a couple times a day to help it heal and to make sure it stays open so I asked my mom to get them tonight and she tried but they said they wont have it in til tomorrow so I hope that doesnt ruin anything...It kind of hurt but all that matters is I got through it and hopefully now its fixed and I dont have to be annoyed by it anymore. Umm it was a good talking to Devin today cuz he said that we could probably go back out, like maybe not right now cuz I dont know if we're ready but like maybe later. I'm just happy he is still willing to go out with me cuz hes the only one I've loved and that I need. Everyone who wished me good luck on my eye operation thank you soooo much it means a lot. And I'm so happy Shannen and Ashlee slept over and came with me for support just to know they were outside the door if I needed them. So thanks Shannen and Ashlee. Ugh I kind of can't wait til Virginia Beach on Friday. I wanna go but I'm gonna miss Devin so much and like theres always the fear of him going out with someone else since i'm gone and not here to talk to him but I dont think that just because im away thats gonna just happen to happen this week. I hope we get our schedule's tomorrow too or atleast before we go away cuz I wanna be able to compare them with people and stuff. I can't wait to see people in school again. I love being in school cuz I get to see friends. Alrighty well i'll stop writing now cuz I guess its kind of a lot for you to read. Ill write later.
I Love You So Much Devin...