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Haven't written in like a week cuz this week has been umm...full of bad things I guess if you wanna say that. Well today is my birthday and im finally 15. I'm so happy im not 14 anymore. It was such a tough year but now its a new year so ill be fine (i hope) or atleast ill try. Today I guess im going to the mall with Chris and Ian cuz they wanna "but my a present" but im not gonna let them cuz I dont need presents as long as I have them. I might be going with Shannen too cuz we were supposed to do a build a bear for eachother cuz both our birthday's we're this summer and we planned on going on my birthday and having her make one for me and me making one for her. So I guess im gonna call her in a few minutes to talk about it. Then tonight my mom wants me home for dinner since its my birthday but she said I can bring Shannen and Ashlee too so I will if they want to. Man busy day cuz I'm still not done lol. I ALSO have to go to the school to help chris find his classes and what routes he wants to take and stuff. I'm gonna find mine too so yeah. Shannen and Ashlee and Ian will probably find theirs too so we'll probably be there for a while. Grr I dont know how im gonna fit this all in today. I have a feeling Rob's gonna call too and ask to do something and then ill have to say no for the third day...I feel so horrible saying no to him cuz he cares about me so much but I'll hang out with him soon...I promise lol. Ok umm everyone has been asking me what happened to me this week because of thigns said in myspace and online and in other peoples live journals. Umm its kind of a long story but the basics of it are that it wasnt safe at my house and everyone was screaming at me and everything was gone from my room so I ran away and the cops found me and I was gonna get sent away and have to live with other people but I guess I have another chance. If you really need to know the whole story step by step then you can IM me when im not home cuz I dont wanna explain it when im on my computer.
Uhh...school in two days! Omg im so happy about that. I just wanna go back and see all my friends and just be there cuz im sick of having to come home like during the day sometimes. Like usually im at shannen's but like theres still times when I have to be here and im just sick of it so when im at school I obviously cant be home. I dunno I dont wanna do all the work and then be in class and look like an idiot for missing every single answer when I get called on but its worth it I guess. Yesterday something good happened and I only told Chris and Brandon. I shouldnt have told Brandon I guess but I thought he would take it differently. Brandon was the first person I told. It went bad with him so I told myself I wouldnt tell anyone else except Ashlee but then Chris was really sad that I couldnt tell him cuz I usually tell him like everything. So I told Chris and he made me feel so good about it. I'm so happy Chris is there for me. He always has been. K well im gonna stop boring you ill write later...
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Uhh...school in two days! Omg im so happy about that. I just wanna go back and see all my friends and just be there cuz im sick of having to come home like during the day sometimes. Like usually im at shannen's but like theres still times when I have to be here and im just sick of it so when im at school I obviously cant be home. I dunno I dont wanna do all the work and then be in class and look like an idiot for missing every single answer when I get called on but its worth it I guess. Yesterday something good happened and I only told Chris and Brandon. I shouldnt have told Brandon I guess but I thought he would take it differently. Brandon was the first person I told. It went bad with him so I told myself I wouldnt tell anyone else except Ashlee but then Chris was really sad that I couldnt tell him cuz I usually tell him like everything. So I told Chris and he made me feel so good about it. I'm so happy Chris is there for me. He always has been. K well im gonna stop boring you ill write later...
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