That I can't afford your love,
And the moon just burns above.

Please don't read this. Don't say I didn't warn you.

( For those geniuses out there. )

I don't know how I love you this much. I spend all my time loving you yet full of rage and envy. I'm too close to you; every little thing you do affects me. I am constantly hurt (unintentionally) by you. This dependence isn't good for my mental health or my heart. I'm too fucked up to be dealing with how I feel but that's probably how this all ( Read more... )

so today i found out that i got the highest grade in my class on the math final. me, caitlyn, got 76 questions out of 78 correct on her geometry final. i am so happy yet for some reason i could be more proud. whatever, schools over and im gonna live it up ( Read more... )

No one knows what it's like ( Read more... )

i cheated death once ( Read more... )

this is my one good shot at life
i'd hold it with these sweaty palms if you'd let me.
Let's put it in the light and watch it shimmer
I will shine for all the world to see.

what the fuck is up with me writing random stanzas of poetry?

you walk through life in all shoes but mine
for just one day, ill show you what its like
to see the city through my eyes.

i hate when my ribs feel like they are bleeding from the inside ( Read more... )

Yes, i did just use Disturbia lyrics for the subject. But Punk Goes Pop 2 has been blasting from my speakers since i got home. I love The Cab, their cover definitely is my favorite. I like a lot of them but rihanna has always been one of my guilty pleasures. and two britney songs? you know the way to my heart <3 (Yes, i know that Toxic isnt an ( Read more... )

I want to trade lives with you. That way, I wouldnt have to deal with this pain.
But only sometimes, cause I'd never want to hurt you.

As it turns out, I already have.