I need a larger team for this skin grafting case and I know the only way that I'm going to get it done is through Addison- something I'm not looking forward to. At all. The girl is ready though and I have the donor tissue. I have more than enough time ( Read more... )

It's way too early in the morning on a Saturday, and the eviction notice has been served. I want this kid out now. The lungs are developed enough where he or she should be fine. I don't think it's selfish. I've donated a lot of time to this kid, and now I want my body back. I want things to stop hurting and stop feeling squished. I want to be ( Read more... )

I can't get the image of Addison and the trauma surgeon out of my head. There's something going on there and Stevens clearly isn't keeping up on it for me. The only thing I can do is try to figure it out through another source ( Read more... )

There's some redheaded, pasty, persistent moron following Addison around and I don't like it. The nurses are saying things. The interns are saying things. I don't like the things that any of them are saying. It doesn't sound anything like what Addison would do. She doesn't just jump from man to man. I know better than that ( Read more... )

It's weird being back in the hospital after my time off. I don't like the feeling at all. I used to live for this job, for this place and I wanted something more. Now that the more has gone, I feel like I'm back at square one ( Read more... )

There's never really a good time to go to the hospital these days, so I quit trying to plan it. I quit trying to figure out when to sneak in. I just need to get a few things out of the office that used to be mine and head back home. Maggie is at school and I need to go to the grocery store and I can't make any more excuses as to why I can't do it ( Read more... )

Maggie keeps asking when I'm going to come home too and I can't make her understand that I'm not. I can't. It kills me just to be here. I walk up to the front door along side Maggie and she's got a death grip on my hand and I just hope it isn't a struggle. I shoulder her bag and the temporary custody papers in my hand ( Read more... )

Getting through the hospital without being seen or recognized isn't exactly easy. I've got the collar of my jacket pulled up and I'm keeping my head down and the pain in my chest is making it hard to navigate the halls with a steady step. I stumble through the hospital and towards the MOB before heading up the elevators to the second floor. A nurse ( Read more... )

Maggie's room is almost done and then we can send her teddy bears back to her house. I just needed a few implements, some toys and I decided that some fresh daisies or some sort of flowers on her table would be nice ( Read more... )

I hate how quiet the apartment is. It's a Saturday and I should be spending time with my girls, with all my girls. We should be going out for dinner or shopping or going to the zoo and....nothing. I'm sitting here with a pizza and some beer, the Yankees on my TV screen and I could care less. Most guys would beg for time like this but I don't want ( Read more... )