Get Your Head In The Game
It's weird being back in the hospital after my time off. I don't like the feeling at all. I used to live for this job, for this place and I wanted something more. Now that the more has gone, I feel like I'm back at square one.
This is never what I wanted.
It's late when I sneak into the hospital to get to work on this girl. If I can do most of this without Addison knowing, it will be better for the both of us. Seeing her kills me, seeing the way she looks at me now, like we never loved each other at all.
Maybe we didn't. Maybe she was just giving me my chance, trying to convince herself that I was what she wanted when she knew it wasn't.
Either way, I'm getting in here, I'm doing this, and then I'm getting out.
This is never what I wanted.
It's late when I sneak into the hospital to get to work on this girl. If I can do most of this without Addison knowing, it will be better for the both of us. Seeing her kills me, seeing the way she looks at me now, like we never loved each other at all.
Maybe we didn't. Maybe she was just giving me my chance, trying to convince herself that I was what she wanted when she knew it wasn't.
Either way, I'm getting in here, I'm doing this, and then I'm getting out.