My city is under seige.  It is terrible.  I know good people who live in these areas.  My drive home required re-routing even though we left early.   Police are being attacked.  Stores are being looted. Right as we speak. I an hear sirens.  Hundreds of people roaming the streets.  Innocent people are being hurt.  Cars are burning.

Prayers for my

So....this may constitute as a drunk post.  I will explain in a second ( Read more... )

First, I'm so sorry I haven't been around.  Ya'll know why.  I'm working my way through grief and stress.  Hopping on LJ every so often is both depressing and heartening.  I still love SPN but not with the fever I had before.  I think I love the folks on LJ even more. So - I am sorry. Sorry for not talking and posting and joining in.  I just don't ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in forever and I want everyone to know how much all of your kindness and gentle words and encouragment has helped.  My life is still a clusterfuck.  No other word for it.  But my oldest is getting married this weekend.  That is a joy and a celebration that will be bittersweet.  No John to be with me.  It sucks in that respect. So ( Read more... )

So, I just got the wedding invitation for my oldest. ( Read more... )

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John's been gone a little over a week now... I am still struggling. We are still struggling, but I wanted to let everyone know who commented on my post that I read each and every comment.  I cried some, I smiled once in a while too but the outpouring of love was tremendous.  I still go back and re-read.  Although we all don't get drink coffee in ( Read more... )

Got up Wednesday at 5pm to go to work and finally got to sleep at 11pm last night. If my math skills are right that means I was up for thirty hours ( Read more... )

So...I stole this from killerweasel. I was just able to watch it today. We've all be inundated with this horrific act of terror. I cried silently as I watched it unfold. I don't get it. I can't get it. As a woman who spends her work hours helping to save people, I just can't wrap my head around anyone who would do this to random folks. Craig says it ( Read more... )