Hi guys! Update!
So....this may constitute as a drunk post. I will explain in a second.
Been a while I know. So...got a new job NOT working shift work. M-F 8:30-5 like a normal person. I sleep more than three hours every two days! WOOT! Still love being a nurse but am so fucking happy that I am not working 13-14 hour shifts. Trying to write but am failing. Please don't hold it against me! Not that anyone is stressing over not having any teen!chester fics to read. *smirk* it's okay. My happy place isn't everyone elses.
I have a full house. #1 son and wife, #1 daughter and her boyfriend will be here in a month. She is here now but he will be joining us. #2 daughter. Two dogs. Two cats. Many fish and a horse. :Luckily the horse doesn't live at home.
#1 daughter and I gardened at her new house in the city this am. Fun but expensive. Went to the Fells Point Farmers Market where I picked up some home made peach daquari (sp) mix. Supposedly great on ice cream and shakes. I of course mixed it with whipped creamed flavored vodka. Hence the drunk part of the post. Now I can't find my contact lens case to put my contacts in (which I almost never wear but decided to today). My eyes hurt. Should I just put them in cups marked right and left? I don't know but I can barely see so I need to do something.
Kids okay. Life okay. Still am missing my guys so much. It will be a year in less than a month. I can feel the anxiety building in me. *sigh* Me and Jessie had a crying moment today. You would think I could be starting to come to terms with his death. Sometimes I guess I do, but mostly I just miss him.
On June 19th we would have been married 32 years. I remember my folks' 50th wedding anniversary and knowing John and I would still be together.
It is heartbreaking that we are not.
Hope all is well with you i LJ land. Still watch the boys (I will never stop) Still enjoy it but not with the passion I did before. Went to Las Vegas Con with ficwriter1966 a month or so ago. Had a blast. Loved the boys and the awesome weather. The company was fabulous. Spent 200 in gambling lost, won, lost again but it was all good.
Love you all.
Me.
Been a while I know. So...got a new job NOT working shift work. M-F 8:30-5 like a normal person. I sleep more than three hours every two days! WOOT! Still love being a nurse but am so fucking happy that I am not working 13-14 hour shifts. Trying to write but am failing. Please don't hold it against me! Not that anyone is stressing over not having any teen!chester fics to read. *smirk* it's okay. My happy place isn't everyone elses.
I have a full house. #1 son and wife, #1 daughter and her boyfriend will be here in a month. She is here now but he will be joining us. #2 daughter. Two dogs. Two cats. Many fish and a horse. :Luckily the horse doesn't live at home.
#1 daughter and I gardened at her new house in the city this am. Fun but expensive. Went to the Fells Point Farmers Market where I picked up some home made peach daquari (sp) mix. Supposedly great on ice cream and shakes. I of course mixed it with whipped creamed flavored vodka. Hence the drunk part of the post. Now I can't find my contact lens case to put my contacts in (which I almost never wear but decided to today). My eyes hurt. Should I just put them in cups marked right and left? I don't know but I can barely see so I need to do something.
Kids okay. Life okay. Still am missing my guys so much. It will be a year in less than a month. I can feel the anxiety building in me. *sigh* Me and Jessie had a crying moment today. You would think I could be starting to come to terms with his death. Sometimes I guess I do, but mostly I just miss him.
On June 19th we would have been married 32 years. I remember my folks' 50th wedding anniversary and knowing John and I would still be together.
It is heartbreaking that we are not.
Hope all is well with you i LJ land. Still watch the boys (I will never stop) Still enjoy it but not with the passion I did before. Went to Las Vegas Con with ficwriter1966 a month or so ago. Had a blast. Loved the boys and the awesome weather. The company was fabulous. Spent 200 in gambling lost, won, lost again but it was all good.
Love you all.
Me.