i feel afraid of all this wanting i've done ( Read more... )

i like giants, especially girl giants, because all girls feel too big sometimes regardless of their size ( Read more... )

lately i ride my bike to and from work. i shined her up real good, using mr. metal on her rusty tire rims. i've made my way up the broadway bridge, the burnside, and the steel. the fremont looks painful; tedious. i have seen josh ride by my work, wild oats, the max that i was taking to powells one day and once i saw him walking along alberta. one ( Read more... )

The Butterfly Jar ( Read more... )

maybe its the sunshine that is, ahem, missing that has kept me up until 3 am each night as of late. and then if i analyse the thoughts that really kept me up... it isnt a damn diddly poop scoop up to the sun whether a'not these thoughts haunt me. seven months has taken such a toll on me. i was shaking with the horror of what i ruined ( Read more... )

i am really getting sick of a certain someone that i dont even ever see. (only on occasion) and i just dont have the heart to tell him that he irritates the fuck out of me. and i cant keep pretending that it isnt so. at least not as much as i have been. at this point i dont even think he could prove himself to me if he tried. and its really wierd ( Read more... )

not much to say. goodnight.

its been real. see guys 19 is the "legal age" in canada. for cigarettes, hash bars, real bars, the like. so i'm 18. so's ariel but shes from the year 1986 and i'm from 1987, so she gets in and i.. well i dont. cept yesterday. and tonight, the same bar wont let me back in. so whatever. thats sort of the canada story. theres more but man. i am done ( Read more... )

{Get ready for action ( Read more... )

i was expecting a recreation of last night. but it didnt happen. although, a miracle did happened tonight. you see i was bowling with friends and i suck at bowling. period. but i went about my sucking and did a little good. at one point i go for a fairly blatant gutter roll and the ball is totally IN the gutter, but manages to get OUT of the gutter ( Read more... )