Jun 16, 2009 04:50
My brother is an idiot, and I really believes he has a problem.
My brother keeps drinking alcohol. I know a drink here or there isn't bad. A drink or two at a party or for a special occassion is fine, but my brother is over doing and he is doing it to himself. He claims that he cannot sleep, but if he would stop the pound and half in god-damn super strong coffee. (that coffee has killed his teeth.)
My brother thinks it is fun for every new friend to come over and then they get drunk out of their mine. He acts like a fucking moron. . . why is so and so mad at me . . . "I don't know . . . maybe it was because you called her four times and left her 10 ten messages all telling her you love her and yet you wnat her to be happy with her boyfriend knowing very well that she has been having problems with her boyfriend. Look, she doesn't like you so stop drinking and leave her alone!"
My brother also keeps calling one of his best friends well used to be his best friend and telling him how it is as I know that the man on the other end of the phone doesn't want to hear it. My brother doesn't want a slutty bitch to get away with all of this drama. My brother just wants his friend back. I don't blame him for wanted his friend back, but I honestly believe that if he had just let things go that eventually our friend would come home, mentally bruised, and emotional torn, but my damn brother just will not let things go.
My brother just doesn't take care of himself, because he doesn't care. How will someone else care if he doesn't care?
Maybe my brother should drink less and care more. . . Alcohol only leads to stupidity and drama.
My brother is also now allowing one of my enemies to stay over my mom's house. I know I really don't stay there that much, but if only he could understand what I went through with the case, and my legal and how the guy who he is letting stay over cause me to be jobless. I know that if I didn't have a record now I would have had a job, and maybe a car and maybe even my own place . . . who knows I could have had my debt cleared as well.
(The worst part of the whole thing that guy I call my enemy gotten the girl my brother still had an interest to come over and then the enemy and my brother's crush made out in front of him. . . they are both supposed to have "special" people in their lives.)
I swear that I feel my brother doesn't care about anyone, but himself unless they get him alcohol.
psychology,
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bitch,
rejection,
frustrations,
drink and food,
holding things in,
horror,
lost,
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time,
life changes,
home,
opinions,
enemies,
insanity,
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hell,
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women,
relationships,
pain,
family,
challenge,
brother,
no nerves,
future,
friends,
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analyzing,
loneliness,
updates,
heartache,
wisdom,
theories,
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fears,
2009,
men,
letting go,
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