How come he doesn't answer my messages anymore!? I mean what could possibly be wrong with me? I am sexy, intelligent and the future seems to be all mine! What's really wrong with me? Why do I keep falling for the wrong guy... First love can be immature and is somehow expected to go wrong, but second and third loves as well?? That just seems too ( Read more... )

Well then, there is no other way out... I have tried for so long to avoid the lights and in the meanwhile to lead an out-to-the world sort of life ( Read more... )

I wish I could explain the strange phenomenon of gay men being attracted to straight guys, having fantasies or dreaming of having it with a straight guy ( Read more... )

Everything in life runs in a vicious circle. What goes around comes back. What is given today is repaid tomorrow and what's denied today- discarded as shameful, unspeakable and totally wrong- will tomorrow be surrendered. Willingly or not, the system works, the big wheel of destiny keeps revolving and a greater good is served in the end!

This is ( Read more... )

He sits on the chair, smiles innocently and starts to talk ( Read more... )

Some funny fast notes from last night's discussion with my brothers ( Read more... )

It's me! I look the same and feel the same as in the real world! I seem to be dressed out for something: I am wearing the sleeveless white shirt my brother took with him when he got married and moved out - I did like that one - and a black spanish-cut trouser.

It's mid-day and the blazing Egyptian sun is not so strong today - or maybe it is but I ( Read more... )

The continuity of that blog is somehow confusing!

I remember that I started blogging in 2007 in March, to be exact. Right then I didn't mean to share as much as I have done. Told myself that it will be just a hobby in my spare time. It was the first time I ever knew the concept of having a blog and I was so excited, I love writing as much as I enjoy ( Read more... )

"Of course I knew! I have had my doubts ever since we became friends years ago! I mean look at you, Ramy: it explains everything about your behavior!"

That was one of the last sentences I have heard from my best friend few hours before having him disappear completely from my life. I have paid him a visit on my way to the army recruitment center in ( Read more... )

- In Egypt; If you are born into a Muslim family, you are NOT allowed to change your religion at any measure: at least in front of the government, you are Muslim even if you pray in churches for years or declare you are Atheist. You are still gonna be Muslim in the ID even if you sue the government for it!

- In Egypt, the only allowable change of ( Read more... )