How come!?
How come he doesn't answer my messages anymore!? I mean what could possibly be wrong with me? I am sexy, intelligent and the future seems to be all mine! What's really wrong with me? Why do I keep falling for the wrong guy... First love can be immature and is somehow expected to go wrong, but second and third loves as well?? That just seems too much!
I speak 5 languages! I can curse in them all! There is no nation on earth about which I don't know at least one thing or two -Hell yeah! I know Gibraltar is a part of Britain! I know that Sark speaks English though almost all buildings have French names! I know that La Paz is connected to Peru through a death road!
I haven't seen the world, I haven't spent my holidays in Paris, so what!!? I am not rich! a genius born to a middle-class family in a third world nation. I don't spend money on designer clothes and I don't carry an I-phone because I see both as senseless waste and on the other hand, I never hesitated to stick to my family, help them in times of need and share their joys! I am the one who paid the largest sum of money to replace a lost set in my hospital to save a poor nurse's ass! I am the man who once gave all the money in his pocket to a lost wretch from Alexandria who lost his ways in Cairo to get a train ticket and walked more than 20 Kms to get home! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THAT, FOR GOD'S SAKE!
I have Post-acne scars! Tell me, please do tell me, can you see them in any of my photos!!? you'd need to be 10 cms away to examine such trophies I got after ending the battle of adolescence... I am sorry I don't have a TV star's skin, and I am sorry I wouldn't spend thousands of pounds beautifying myself for you! You too have your flaws so cut me some slack!
What is it that you could possibly see in my body that you wouldn't like!? If you hate hairy, why were you so into my "Furr" the last time we met. Why were you all Ohs and Ahs I like the touch of that hairy chest of yours! why didn't you complain right then! why did you keep getting hard over and over again!
What's so bad about me?? A miserable man I might be but I am doing all I can to face life as a Jean Val-jean not as the Phantom of the opera, god dammit! Man, look closer! You little shit! You could be the luckiest man on earth because I love you!!!
You have a chance with perfection... You look at the superficial triviality and ignore the deep soul; you rush to your doom, run to chase mirages and ignore the salvaging extended hand offering you water!
You fool don't know what you're losing! You are 35!! You have just 5 years left to get to your mid-life crisis and soon will be chuffed into the merciless train of senility and then, you will wonder what was it you did wrong in your life so that you had to end it lonely in a cold bed!
How dare you not fall in love with me!? How could you ignore me!!?
Oh, life, cut me some slack or I will join Dalida soon!! This is just too much! I have never got a thing I really wanted since I was born. You owe me big time Carma!!
I deserve him! I know I deserve him! and I don't care if he deserves me or not, I just want him! YOU OWE ME A CHANCE WITH HIM!
... man! life's a bitch!
I speak 5 languages! I can curse in them all! There is no nation on earth about which I don't know at least one thing or two -Hell yeah! I know Gibraltar is a part of Britain! I know that Sark speaks English though almost all buildings have French names! I know that La Paz is connected to Peru through a death road!
I haven't seen the world, I haven't spent my holidays in Paris, so what!!? I am not rich! a genius born to a middle-class family in a third world nation. I don't spend money on designer clothes and I don't carry an I-phone because I see both as senseless waste and on the other hand, I never hesitated to stick to my family, help them in times of need and share their joys! I am the one who paid the largest sum of money to replace a lost set in my hospital to save a poor nurse's ass! I am the man who once gave all the money in his pocket to a lost wretch from Alexandria who lost his ways in Cairo to get a train ticket and walked more than 20 Kms to get home! WHAT IS WRONG WITH THAT, FOR GOD'S SAKE!
I have Post-acne scars! Tell me, please do tell me, can you see them in any of my photos!!? you'd need to be 10 cms away to examine such trophies I got after ending the battle of adolescence... I am sorry I don't have a TV star's skin, and I am sorry I wouldn't spend thousands of pounds beautifying myself for you! You too have your flaws so cut me some slack!
What is it that you could possibly see in my body that you wouldn't like!? If you hate hairy, why were you so into my "Furr" the last time we met. Why were you all Ohs and Ahs I like the touch of that hairy chest of yours! why didn't you complain right then! why did you keep getting hard over and over again!
What's so bad about me?? A miserable man I might be but I am doing all I can to face life as a Jean Val-jean not as the Phantom of the opera, god dammit! Man, look closer! You little shit! You could be the luckiest man on earth because I love you!!!
You have a chance with perfection... You look at the superficial triviality and ignore the deep soul; you rush to your doom, run to chase mirages and ignore the salvaging extended hand offering you water!
You fool don't know what you're losing! You are 35!! You have just 5 years left to get to your mid-life crisis and soon will be chuffed into the merciless train of senility and then, you will wonder what was it you did wrong in your life so that you had to end it lonely in a cold bed!
How dare you not fall in love with me!? How could you ignore me!!?
Oh, life, cut me some slack or I will join Dalida soon!! This is just too much! I have never got a thing I really wanted since I was born. You owe me big time Carma!!
I deserve him! I know I deserve him! and I don't care if he deserves me or not, I just want him! YOU OWE ME A CHANCE WITH HIM!
... man! life's a bitch!