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And so it is,
Just like I knew it would be.
Chris, Pete, Tom, Richard,
A series of boys who I've let mess me around and just give up on me like I'm not worth it.
Maybe I'm not worth it.
Maybe I never was.
You have been the final nail in it though. This is what's hurting so much. I knew I had issues and I knew this had the potential to end ( Read more... ) -
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Hello Internet.
I'm not sure what I'm doing here. I think I just need to put some thoughts down on paper.
I think my relationship is going to end tomorrow. I don't want it too. I just don't see how I can continue.
Friends have said how much he "clearly cares about me" yet right from the beginning I've had doubts. He had to talk me into trying ( Read more... ) -
Tom
I've said it before and I'l say it again.
I am not an idiot.
Probably not the line you thought I was going to come out with. I don't know what you'd be expecting. I'm starting to feel like I never really knew you at all.
I wish I wasn't still so mental and bitter about the whole thing. I really wish I could look back on those years and remember the ( Read more... ) -
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Me vs. The Universe.
I believe in Karma. I believe in fate. I believe that if you are a good person good things come to you. No I'm not particularly religious, but I like the idea that there is something more than just plain everyday life. I don't think our lives are planned for us or that we have an ultimate destiny, but I think that there are people who deserve good ( Read more... ) -
The list of crap.
It has been two weeks, or there abouts, since I kissed Pete for the second time ( Read more... ) -
Same mistakes... same shoes. Why am I a retard?
This time last year I was pretty convinced I was a bit of an idiot. In fact, saying that, this time two years ago I was actually pretty convinced that I was more intelligent and mature than most of the people I knew. Wow. Where the hell did I get that idea from? Things changed significantly for me in first year... but I was still pretty convinced I ( Read more... ) -
Song Checklist.
Put your playlist on random. Post the first ten songs that come up, alongside a brief note on why they're on your playlist and/or why you like them.
- 50 Cent. Ft. Justin Timberlake & Timberland. - She wants it, (Ayo Technology). - Oh dear... how embarrassing for this to come up first. Well it is on my Ipod…. I heard it at work ( Read more... )
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Bitch
AAAAH
It's starting to happen when I'm sober.
Shit.
Maybe I really am just a horrible horrible person.
xxx