It seems to me I haven't updated in a while, and I have a lot of things to share today, so it's time to make an LJ post! :D ( Read more... )

What is going on in my life right now...

well I've gone and given myself a lot of things to do tomorrow, which is kind of sucky but I guess I'll deal with it. (Homework, applications/essays to finish by monday, art for drawing class).

I'm also (yet again) participating in the fan-dance for our chinese organization's cultural showthat the presidents ( Read more... )

I've gotten a little obsessed with Robert Downey Jr as of late. It's distressing, mostly because I used to think he was kind of adorable and vaguely attractive and now, nope, no, no more.

Ah well.

I wish I had fingerless gloves because that would mean my hands would be warm even when I work at the computer. As it is I have to stop and rub my ( Read more... )

When I forget commonly used words like "briefcase", it kind of scares me. It also kind of scares me when I FORGET THAT I HAD A BIO REVIEW SESSION TODAY. Sigh. That feeling when I think I've forgotten something? Yeah, it is probably because I HAVE forgotten something ( Read more... )

I was thinking today, as I did my customary walk-round the YMCA outside track with my mother getting passed by the occasional extremely sweaty man at a steady trot, that it is very easy to blame yourself for things. It is easy (for me at least, when I'm in the mood) to say "I am a sorry excuse for a person, there are so many things I could do ( Read more... )

Sometimes I wonder if, at heart, I'm antisocial. It's odd, because I like people and I like to make them happy if I can and I tend to fret if I can't, but there are times when all I want to do is curl up with a good book or something to paint and just focus on something that's not how I interact with others. People are too complicated, I guess?  ( Read more... )

Sometimes I get the glimpse of a feeling, a wish more, that everyone's lives fit together like puzzle pieces and the connection is something that is real and the things you read in books and see in movies are real, not the specifics of the stories but simply the premise that things will come to a satisfactory conclusion. The heroine figures out her ( Read more... )

This has been one of those days where a lot has happened while very little actually happened. Don't understand? Here we go: While I did not actually go outside of the house all day, I did
 a) work on knitting a scarf with pencils and which is already decidedly...eccentric, but as one myself I'm totally ok with this,
 b) receive a package from that ( Read more... )

Here's the thing: I talk to myself in the car. I mean, I did it the first time I drove solo because I was freaked out and everything, but this is getting a little ridiculous.

I was getting upset because south blvd was like WHOA WAIT TRAFFIC TO THE MAX? REALLY? while I was driving to kung fu today, and I was freaked out about the car running out of ( Read more... )

didn't celebrate easter today because I never really have. not that big of a holiday 'round our family place (although I did eat these lovely chocolate bunnies my mom's friend gave to me. fucking amazing.)

to make a long story slightly shorter, didn't have an epiphany moment at St. John's, I had several cynical moments and am now seriously scared/ ( Read more... )