Damn I keep finding people on Facebook that I haven't seen in years... turns out that everyone is married, engaged and/or has children and/or/is expecting a kid. Then I look at my life, I'm still single after several severely disasterous attempts at relationships, no family outside of siblings, cousins, and parents. Which then makes me start ( Read more... )

God today was freaking hell! I've never been so frustrated at this job. They asked me to come in on my day off, which I did helped with some cats and it was good for the first hour... Then fucking Brenda comes in I can't stand that bitch. Amy went to the office to doing accounting stuff and left us in retail. It was hella slow for the first few ( Read more... )

Damn I keep forgeting my b-day is tomorrow, my manager reminded me this morning lol it's a little sad if you think about it, but not really. Yesterday Cristina and I went down to Santa Cruz to go zip lining. Traffic was crazy out of San Jose and we proceeded to get lost... why would a small town have two roads with the same name withing a mile of ( Read more... )

I've officially decided what to do with my immediate future. I applied to City College and will be going there in the fall. I still need to register for classes but I'm waiting to see what my work schedule is going to be first so I can try to work around that. I need to stay at thirty five to forty hours a week there to maintain. Money is going to ( Read more... )

Interesting week ( Read more... )

So I have two families in Wisconsin right now that are upset with me, not because of anything I did but what I apparently should have done. Because I spent the first two days on my own I stayed in a couple of hotels. I didn't think anything of it But Michelle's mom is upset that I didn't just stay at their house even though Michelle was at Bryan's ( Read more... )

I'm in Wisconisin it's weird. O well it's nice to not have to worry about things like going to work and remembering to buy toilet paper on the way home and all the random b.s. that comes with being an adult. I flew in yesterday morning. I talked to a cabby on the way to pick up my zip car. He said that he isn't getting any work anymore, business ( Read more... )

I made it through the semseter and only broke down in tears once or twice during finals, once being directly following the end of my packaging class o well. Thursday was my last class so Lauren, Kelcy and I went out afterwards we grabbed a drink at house of sheilds them went to the Irish Bank and met up with some other people, in the end lauren ( Read more... )

WTF ( Read more... )

what the hell. For so long this is what I wanted. I got the boy. Except that I keep thinking about TJ. It's been almost a year since I've seen him and I still miss him I don't know why I do but I do. I guess its not so much him as a person that I miss, it's what he was, he was someone who I could curl up next to and fall asleep he was there for me ( Read more... )