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WTF?????
I have two weeks left of class in which I'm struggling to finish up, I'm not behind but I have a ton of production to deal with for each class and the final mock up are going to take forever. On top of that I am done with men, It would be great to have a decent boyfriend and do all that but thats just not going to happen I hate it. I thought I had a boy but it turns out that he's looking for more of the arm candy bragging rights type of girl... he wants to be with me as long as I do all the traveling, we hang out with his friends and we do the things that he likes. I've let this go on for awhile hoping that at some point it would be my turn that I wouldn't have to do all the work but its just not going to happen, I haven't officially broken up with him yet, but I haven't talked to him in several weeks and he has not tried to call me and the one time he did text me was to say that he couldn't deal with his life, because having a 9-5 job, not paying rent, with no debt, and weekends off is such a hard life... hell I would kill for that right now I hate when he complains about it because I'm working two jobs going to school full time paying all of my bills and 100,000 in debt, I'm not saying that everyone should have to deal with that but really right now is not the time to be looking to me to baby him about the 300 dollars he has to pay off on the credit card bill. I'm done. I do still have plane tickets to Milwaukee in January because I was going to surprise him on his b-day but now I don't want to see him really, I'm still going to use the tickets though, I'm going to stop by Michells so we can celebrate nearly being out of school and then I think I'm just going to drive around the lake, I haven't been up to Mackinac in a long time, although in January I won't be able to go out to the island but still mackinaw island fudge is one thing I've missed about Michigan. after that I'll head down to the nasty and see my mom for a minute and head back into Chicago and finally to Milwaukee.. I have 4 days so it'll be tight but I'm excited. Now back to swatch cards
I have two weeks left of class in which I'm struggling to finish up, I'm not behind but I have a ton of production to deal with for each class and the final mock up are going to take forever. On top of that I am done with men, It would be great to have a decent boyfriend and do all that but thats just not going to happen I hate it. I thought I had a boy but it turns out that he's looking for more of the arm candy bragging rights type of girl... he wants to be with me as long as I do all the traveling, we hang out with his friends and we do the things that he likes. I've let this go on for awhile hoping that at some point it would be my turn that I wouldn't have to do all the work but its just not going to happen, I haven't officially broken up with him yet, but I haven't talked to him in several weeks and he has not tried to call me and the one time he did text me was to say that he couldn't deal with his life, because having a 9-5 job, not paying rent, with no debt, and weekends off is such a hard life... hell I would kill for that right now I hate when he complains about it because I'm working two jobs going to school full time paying all of my bills and 100,000 in debt, I'm not saying that everyone should have to deal with that but really right now is not the time to be looking to me to baby him about the 300 dollars he has to pay off on the credit card bill. I'm done. I do still have plane tickets to Milwaukee in January because I was going to surprise him on his b-day but now I don't want to see him really, I'm still going to use the tickets though, I'm going to stop by Michells so we can celebrate nearly being out of school and then I think I'm just going to drive around the lake, I haven't been up to Mackinac in a long time, although in January I won't be able to go out to the island but still mackinaw island fudge is one thing I've missed about Michigan. after that I'll head down to the nasty and see my mom for a minute and head back into Chicago and finally to Milwaukee.. I have 4 days so it'll be tight but I'm excited. Now back to swatch cards