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Damn I keep finding people on Facebook that I haven't seen in years... turns out that everyone is married, engaged and/or has children and/or/is expecting a kid. Then I look at my life, I'm still single after several severely disasterous attempts at relationships, no family outside of siblings, cousins, and parents. Which then makes me start thinking that maybe I screwed up somewhere maybe I should have just stayed put and married the boy and had some kids, settled down and lived the good MidWestern girls life. But then I remember that I hate children, love to travel, and probably wouldn't do well being tied to one place for the rest of my life, so I guess in the end my life isn't so bad, not exactly what I imagined for myself at this point but I am still young and have time to get somewhere and make something of myself. I just need some inspiration and motivation. A boyfriend wouldn't hurt.