I'm freaking out again and I guess this is something that has to happen at least once a week for the rest of my life because what the fuck ( Read more... )

I'm absolutely crazy about the boyfriend. I really, really, really am. I never realized how rare his kind of people are to find. He's just....so wonderful and so perfect and in all of the ways possible. Supportive, funny, silly, super sweet, understanding, smart, responsible, positive, intelligent, determined, happy. He's just................. ay.

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So Gio and Matt are thinking about separating temporarily. I can't even imagine how my parents are going to react. We both had the same thought: it would be nice if we had parents that were supportive instead of judgmental.

I'm just indifferent about the parents. It feels so terrible to just not care. I don't care about my mom's business and the ( Read more... )

I've been studying my ass off for my Spanish class and I completely forgot we're going to have a stupid map on there too. Ay dios mio ( Read more... )

Hi Leslie,

One day you'll understand how we feel in these moments. I stayed strong until you got on to the bus and then I couldn't anymore. I tried to not let them see me, but eventually they saw me. Bebel wanted to take us before the bus left but we obligated him not to. We stayed.

I loved when we hugged while we waited for the bus to leave and of ( Read more... )

I'm not feeling to well today. I wasn't feeling too well yesterday either, and that's when it all started.

I don't really like Emily anymore. In all honesty, I'm pretty bored with her now. She's a very different person from the girl I met not even a year ago. Back then she was dedicated, motivated, super smart, super sweet, and calm and collected. ( Read more... )

It was pretty adorable actually. There were these little girls (14 and 10 I think?) that totally adored lucy and me and they wanted to hang with us all night. It was pretty cute!

I convinced her to major in anthropology when it's college time. She'll forget about it but it was awesome to see her eyes light up =)

They want to go on hikes with us so, ( Read more... )

Ugh. I'm in class right now watching yet another "feel sorry for me cause I'm Native American" film. Yes, call me crazy and selfish and whatever, but I'm really tired of being lectured over and over about it. I know I'm an anthropologist and should really care about this stuff. But what can I do about the laws? I'm against NAGPRA and I think if ( Read more... )

It's pretty pathetic that there's a fine line and not all women agree on when it's okay to cross it. After all of these years of being oppressed we still have to deal with so much bullshit it's sickening. I'm ashamed for being alive in a time when we still have commercials for laundry detergent strictly catered to women.

This guy came into work ( Read more... )

I feel so weird today. I don't know if it was a vibe set down by earlier events but it was definitly weird today.

Here's what I'm feeling: frustration. bitterness. anger. lonliness. emptiness. confusion. restraint. resistance. sadness.

It was like everything coelced in one instant.

I was lied to to my face twice today. There are times when I ( Read more... )