I decided finally that this thing is a waste and that I am never going to update it ever again. At first, I thought it might be theraputic, helping with my anger and seeing into problems. As it generally goes, it created more problems, and made me realize that some people you thought were you friends are honestly these ridiculous people who have ( Read more... )

Life is extremely horrifying when you sit down and think about how useless everything is that you do. I mean, unless you find a cure for a disease or save the world from certain doom, we're not contributing much to the world. And this is what scares me, not making a difference in whatever I do. I guess there's nothing I can do ( Read more... )

There's a thing called luck. Some people have it, and some people don't. I'd like to go ahead and say I'm one of them who doesn't have it. Once again, I have been denied to going to Ithaca. ACC did not send out my teacher recommendations, which, didn't process my application thouroughly. This leaves me in quite an awkward position. I don't know ( Read more... )

So, yeah, the show on Saturday was fucking amazing! I would like to thank all the bands that came (expecially Society High for stealing the show and and coming on such short notice!). We raised $829, half of which went to Kath Larmom, who's trying to adopt Billy, a three year old from Uganda who was severly burnt as a infant. If more shows can come ( Read more... )

Yeah, we've got another benefit show! It's going to be Saturday, May 14th, aka this Saturday, at the Temple Siani in Saratoga. So far we have Daytime Soiree, Parwana and Pinstripe Melee. I'm trying to do my best to get other bands, but, it's a bit rough, my explorer doesn't work at my computer at home, so, I have to do it at the library. It costs $ ( Read more... )

Ok, I was in a decent mood the last week, then, this week hit and holy shit, it does a complete 180 and destroys everything. My life is currently in ruins (not like ruins after a nuclear blast where nothing is around, but more like a war torn town in world war 2 kind of ruins). A lot can go wrong in such short of time ( Read more... )

My school work is finally getting completed, thanks to my assertiveness. Serioualy though, after the benefit came through, I noticed that I can get what I want by having that drive. I actually go out and do what I say I will (uh, well, most of the time). Now, looks like I'll have to do my next show alone again. I want new bands and a new scene, I ( Read more... )

I am extremely bored, so, I decided to update this thing after a two week hiatis. Actually felt a little refreshing not updating it and complaining to four people. But, anyways ( Read more... )

This is the last update for awhile. I am sick of this shit and what have you. I don't know, here's what's on my mind ( Read more... )

So, I wanted to slightly update this thang ( Read more... )