Jun 27, 2005 13:49
I decided finally that this thing is a waste and that I am never going to update it ever again. At first, I thought it might be theraputic, helping with my anger and seeing into problems. As it generally goes, it created more problems, and made me realize that some people you thought were you friends are honestly these ridiculous people who have nothing to contribute to society. It's only benefit really was spreading the word about my two benefit shows, which, genreally got good responses. But, I couldn't deal with these people who say 'Hey man, I'm your friend' and really only want social pulp, they really don't care about you.
People are without a doubt the most miserable thing on this planet, and I am pretty sure I will continue to think like this through my life. There are people who I like and think are pretty decent human beings, but, these are pretty rare cases in life. I can't stand these back stabbing, rude comments people flay at echother. I cannot stand people who only look for a fight, or people who crave attention (holy shit, do I know alot of those).
I hope that not only can people change for the better, but also that I can as well. I know I am not a perfect human being, but, I think I can do something about it most the time. I don't want to be an attention hog, I don't want people to see a different person every time they see me. But, what the hell right? I can work on that.
As a final post, I would like to post my show: June 29th@ The YMCA in Saratoga Springs, with Eye-90, Sugar Eater (Their cd release show, everyone who attends gets a free, 9 song cd!) and Pinstripe. $7. Doors open at 7pm. Please go and stay for all the bands. It's only polite. But I fear that Pinstripe's fucking lame ass fan base will all leave and go somewhere else being retarded. Don't pay $7 just to see one band. It is not sane.
So, this is it. Fuck you to those who deserve it,and if you read this, good-bye.