I wanted to thank everyone who commented on my last entry. It's nice to hear words of support and commiseration ( Read more... )

Now that I'm back in Washington, I can feel myself edging towards another bout of depression and general blah.

How I shall attempt to avoid this:-Buy some food, because I refuse to have another week of eating nothing but lentils and rice ( Read more... )

So, despite being depressed, my brain and I had a temporary truce last night, in the form of a really amusing dream involving LotR actors ( Read more... )

I've been feeling gross and depressed lately. Tomorrow is October 1, and me and that month just don't get along so well ( Read more... )

I've been self-medicating lately; lots of cigarettes, chocolate, tv, and daydreams. Escapism. I am entirely uncomfortable with this time of the year. It's the end of the world every week of Oct. 15 (some of you probably know why; as for the rest of you, ask me about it in a week or two when I don't feel like shit ( Read more... )

I really hate when my paranoia comes true. Especially paranoias about certain boys that I fall stupidly in love with but I don't know how to talk to so when they ask me how I feel about them sleeping with another girl I say "Not too bad, but not all that great" and not much else but am way too quiet and bitchy for the rest of the time I'm with ( Read more... )

So Leah and I got stoned again last night (where did this new hunger for marijuana come from? or maybe it's an old hunger circa 1999 just now resurfacing...) and everything was all fine and good for quite a long while. We made a weird playlist on my laptop and played it while watching "Amok Time" on mute (Amok Time is a Star Trek episode for all ( Read more... )

So I started writing a semi-decent post that had very little star trek in it, but somehow it got erased. Fuck. I hate when that happens ( Read more... )

I'm not exactly tweaking out anymore. My body feels like it's trying to work its way through something kind of big, trying to avert some major internal disaster. I just spent the last two and a half hours reading and feeling nauseous. I ate a carrot, and that helped a bit ( Read more... )

I envy my mother at the moment, with her ability to drink a cup of tea and then pass out. I doubt the same will happen to me tonight. Pezita and I spent the last three hours at burnt toast doing homework and drinking free coffee and tea (it was just gonna get thrown out!). The guy there let us stay really late because his ride wasn't coming ( Read more... )