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Sep 30, 2006 16:56

I've been feeling gross and depressed lately. Tomorrow is October 1, and me and that month just don't get along so well.
Donna has noticed me feeling nasty; I thought she was pissed at me, but she apparently seems to think I've been in need of some space. This morning she (I think it was her at least) left me this sweet message on the answering machine about autumn and letting go of things. Damn, but I live with some perceptive people.
Other fun things that are happening: I've decided what I'm going to do for my Performance/Theater program this fall. It'll be a collaboration between Nicole (lovely lovely Nicole, who I miss like starving depressed people miss chocolate) about some things that happened in her life. I'll write more on it later when I, or rather we, have fleshed it out more.
My MythAmerica (not to be confused with MissAmerica, which is what everyone hears the first time I mention the class) is pretty awesome. Unfortunately, I'm supposed to be writing a paper about a book that is currently unavailable in Olympia. I sent for a copy from East Washington University, and it'll hopefully get here before the next class.
There's a masquerade party at my house tonight. I have no mask, and may have to improvise something with stockings and glue. Oh dear.
Tomorrow, I am going sailing in Seattle with pecos and a few other LOTR nerds I met on the interweb. That is very exciting. I'm not totally sure how I'll be getting to Seattle by 1:30, buuuuuut, I'm not going to panic just yet. Not about that at least. This party, on the other hand...
So things aren't exactly good, but at least they're not total shite either. I've been more depressed than I'd realized, but now that I've noticed it, I feel like I can get a handle on it this time around.
Damn you October! Too much homesickness and shitty memories.

depression, writing, olympia is weird

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