Todayyyy this humongously fat bitch fat fat fat fat fat bitch in pink came in and welllppp long story short, I was not gooey sickly sweet sugar candy nice to her and she got butthurt like nobody's business. She was obviously trying to provoke me to actually be rude to her, but I was polite, which she also complained about actually. She asked me who ( Read more... )

I feel so incredibly sad and angry and I don't know why and I don't know what to do and I just want to know why everything feels world-endingly terrible and this completely sucks and I just fucking do not know why all of a sudden I want to rip things in half, why, why. It makes no fucking. Sense. I had such a decent day and nothing has even ( Read more... )

I don't even know where to begin or. What to say or what to do. No matter where I am, no matter what my life is doing, I end up feeling fucked up and trapped. Every single time, I could just swear I have never felt more messed up than I do then, and this time is no different ( Read more... )

I think this upcoming week is going to be a good thing. I can just try to settle myself a little and realize that my priorities are stupid and that my life is full of shit and I need to actually do something about it. I imagine uhh haha it's not going to be a very happy week. But I'm pleased, I'm pleased. I can get away from this fucking internet ( Read more... )

I told my mom last night that I was failing, and that my plan was to get a job, finish off the school year to get what credits I could, and then take English 4 and Government through correspondence. Then, I'd work for a year to save up at least a little money for college. She said she'd call UNT and ask if they'd accept me after that. All in all, ( Read more... )