So we went to therapy today. It was... eh. Productive? Maybe. Robin basically had to dig out of us why we were angry because the brain just shut down. We just couldn't think or speak or anything! But Madeline did say that she was feeling invalidated being called a "part". That threw Robin for a loop. But she seems to be open to calling everyone ( Read more... )

Hmm... headachey ( Read more... )

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So I *should* be getting about $1000 from an old company I worked for this week. This is excellent news because it means that we will be able to see my therapist, Robin, again. We are all very excited. We had to stop seeing her in mid-January because we couldn't afford it, but with the money, we will be good to see her until my disability/ssi ( Read more... )

I've lost my health insurance. It weighs heavily on me. The only way I can get it back is to pay about $1300 to cover December, January, and February's premiums. But I don't have that much. I don't have anything. Literally. My bank account has $0.79 in it and I have about $10 in cash. I'm living with my mom and it sucks.

I'm going to Highland ( Read more... )

I've had two really good days now. And that makes me happy ( Read more... )

Ugh. Where to start? My system gained three more in the past couple months that I've been on hiatus. 10-year old, Shane, and Charlie. Charlie is my first boy and at first I was like "Wtf? I have a BOY?" hehe. Charlie is okay when he's calm but we haven't really had the time to talk much with him. 10 year old and Shane are littles. Charlie and 10 ( Read more... )

I got home from the hospital yesterday. Whew, what a three weeks that turned out to be. After the first day on Cottage C, I got transfered to the women's unit. It's a much better, quieter environment there. Mostly they treat eating disorders there but they also deal with trauma on a small scale. And they teach DBT, my main point on going over there ( Read more... )

I did my daily check-in with my parts Thursday and Morgan was gone. :( Lost in her memory. So I called Robin and she helped me find her and bring her back to her room again. She says eventually I'll be able to do it on my own, but at the time I just couldn't concentrate on it enough by myself ( Read more... )

 Robin changed my therapy time so now I go in at 4pm instead of at 7:30 after DBT group. I kept thinking during DBT that I'd have have therapy, so Michelle got excited, and then there was the awkward dissappointment afterwards. Meh ( Read more... )