Therapy Update
So we went to therapy today. It was... eh. Productive? Maybe. Robin basically had to dig out of us why we were angry because the brain just shut down. We just couldn't think or speak or anything! But Madeline did say that she was feeling invalidated being called a "part". That threw Robin for a loop. But she seems to be open to calling everyone people. We also talked about DBT class. Robin says she won't put us back in the young adult group because of how young the group has gotten (I guess there's a couple of 16 year olds in the class now). Its become more of an adolecent group... (And some other reasons). But I don't fucking like the adult groups. They're old and they don't talk to us. And Robin says she won't see me if I don't go to DBT because I'm (we're) "high risk" and I (we) "need skills" (skillz!). I told Robin that we thought about stopping seeing her. We weighed the pros and cons of us seeing someone else. She did say that she really likes working with us. I'm so confused, but we did make an appointment to see her next week. But she also said she expects to see us at DBT tomorrow. On top of all of this, bio-mom's church is paying for us to see Robin for a month. So we feel obligated to go.
IT'S SO FUCKING CONFUSING. ARG.
IT'S SO FUCKING CONFUSING. ARG.