My world falls apart...
I've lost my health insurance. It weighs heavily on me. The only way I can get it back is to pay about $1300 to cover December, January, and February's premiums. But I don't have that much. I don't have anything. Literally. My bank account has $0.79 in it and I have about $10 in cash. I'm living with my mom and it sucks.
I'm going to Highland Rivers Center, the public mental health facitlity here in Pickens county. I'm not even seeing Robin anymore. It tears me apart. The kids are terrified. Michelle and Blue-Green are trying to hold things together, but its shaky.
My new therapist at Highland Rivers is Jennifer. I'm not sure how much she understands about DID/DDNOS. At our first official session yesterday everyone listened, but no one came out to say hello to her. Madeline is skeptical. Charlie is pleased. We won't have to deal with the pesky children anymore, he says. I hope we can get to know Jennifer. I have an appointment on Monday to see her.
I saw the psychiatrist at Highland Rivers today. He's a dick. I didn't like him at all. Only Michelle and Blue-Green were out listening to him. He thinks we're skitzophrenic. Because I hear the voices of everyone. He upped my ambilify to "get rid of the voices". Asshole I like my voices.
All in all I'm really struggling right now.
I'm going to Highland Rivers Center, the public mental health facitlity here in Pickens county. I'm not even seeing Robin anymore. It tears me apart. The kids are terrified. Michelle and Blue-Green are trying to hold things together, but its shaky.
My new therapist at Highland Rivers is Jennifer. I'm not sure how much she understands about DID/DDNOS. At our first official session yesterday everyone listened, but no one came out to say hello to her. Madeline is skeptical. Charlie is pleased. We won't have to deal with the pesky children anymore, he says. I hope we can get to know Jennifer. I have an appointment on Monday to see her.
I saw the psychiatrist at Highland Rivers today. He's a dick. I didn't like him at all. Only Michelle and Blue-Green were out listening to him. He thinks we're skitzophrenic. Because I hear the voices of everyone. He upped my ambilify to "get rid of the voices". Asshole I like my voices.
All in all I'm really struggling right now.