I'm breaking down. I can feel it. I've been SNAPPING for days now, and I've felt this on-going sensation since the moment I awoke.
BREAK BREAK BREAK
psychotic rage. snap. crick crack.I'm about to ( Read more... )

This has been stored up for too long. I just cant take this abuse anymore. Rob has hurt me just way too much. God these are some of the last things he said to me, and then the newest where I havent talked to him AT ALL and he wrote about me in his melo so maliciously. I DID NOTHING TO HIM.

Here's from melo g-spots-->iamthelostcause Date: ( Read more... )

Miss Anne Thropelove songs always make me cry - i dont think you have a choice ( Read more... )

-this is dedicated to all those souls that have commited suicide-
As my encarta states that 3,800 suicides are reported in Canada each year. Those are 3,800 people each year who suffer from immense feelings of worthlessness and find the strength within them to say good-bye ( Read more... )

Well..yesturday around 4:30, maybe a little bit afterwards, I did something I said I wasnt afraid to do ( Read more... )

OMG I had the funniest cutting experience EVER last night. I'm laughing my ass off thinking about it ( Read more... )

Lyrics can explain the emotions that flood my mind. The emotions I can't understand. The emotions I can't turn to words. That's why my entry will be riddled with them.

[--I'll be the one to thrill you - I'll be the first to kill you
and if you won't die, I will--]It seems as though EVERYONE is starting over, these days. It's the new trend to ( Read more... )

Sadly I decided its better if I do not go to St. Marys. Things happened last night that I do not feel at liberty to talk about, only to my close friends for explanations ( Read more... )

Last night I lost sleep. I thought all night and I came to the conclusion that I've got to stop running ( Read more... )

Well, I did it, I finally found where my mom keeps the medications hidden ( Read more... )