FUCKING HILARIOUS
OMG I had the funniest cutting experience EVER last night. I'm laughing my ass off thinking about it.
i went upstairs to cut and i just kept going deeper and deeper with the razor and lmfaoao it started GUSHING like made and I could SEE the purple-blue vein that I ripped and the blood was all over the sink and running down my arms and going EVERYWHERE and I was like "shit shit shit....shiiiiiit"
and the i was trying to cut the gauze so i could wrap it tight in layers around my arm and then my sister called and I was like "SHIIIT" so I got on the phone and was like "umm...one sec k??" and then blood went on the floor and on my pajama pants and I nearly hyperventalated going" SHIT SHIT SHIT"
But then my sister started ragging on me about how i should be sent to sudbury if i ever want to get better (after what happened saturday night, in the mall) and then walked in on my mom saying to my sister that she thinks my hour long sessions once a week arent going to do anything for me.
Honestly, I don't give a fuck anymore. I'll drown my pain in alcohol and ciggs.
But cigarettes taste sooo disgusting. Gawd.
I'll be your heroin - if you'll be my addict
I'll be the venom - in your syringe
sink it in your skin - I'll intoxicate you
Thrill you - more than exstacy
[Use me... Abuse me... - GET TO YOUR KNEES
Hush now... Shut up... Drink me... Devour me...]
Intertwined - we'll be better than crystal meth
I'll make you weightless - make you love me
Make you float through the air - high on your deceptive vile
[Use me... Abuse me... - GET TO YOUR KNEES
Hush now... Shut up... Drink me... Devour me...]
Snorting will never be - as glamorous
As star struck - as provocative
As shooting up - and when you venture off
(abuse me..) - I'll shatter your dreams
Make you drink me from the gutter - (GET DOWN ON YOUR KNEES)
Beg for forgiveness - Remember, I'll never leave you...
Only ruin you.
i went upstairs to cut and i just kept going deeper and deeper with the razor and lmfaoao it started GUSHING like made and I could SEE the purple-blue vein that I ripped and the blood was all over the sink and running down my arms and going EVERYWHERE and I was like "shit shit shit....shiiiiiit"
and the i was trying to cut the gauze so i could wrap it tight in layers around my arm and then my sister called and I was like "SHIIIT" so I got on the phone and was like "umm...one sec k??" and then blood went on the floor and on my pajama pants and I nearly hyperventalated going" SHIT SHIT SHIT"
But then my sister started ragging on me about how i should be sent to sudbury if i ever want to get better (after what happened saturday night, in the mall) and then walked in on my mom saying to my sister that she thinks my hour long sessions once a week arent going to do anything for me.
Honestly, I don't give a fuck anymore. I'll drown my pain in alcohol and ciggs.
But cigarettes taste sooo disgusting. Gawd.
I'll be your heroin - if you'll be my addict
I'll be the venom - in your syringe
sink it in your skin - I'll intoxicate you
Thrill you - more than exstacy
[Use me... Abuse me... - GET TO YOUR KNEES
Hush now... Shut up... Drink me... Devour me...]
Intertwined - we'll be better than crystal meth
I'll make you weightless - make you love me
Make you float through the air - high on your deceptive vile
[Use me... Abuse me... - GET TO YOUR KNEES
Hush now... Shut up... Drink me... Devour me...]
Snorting will never be - as glamorous
As star struck - as provocative
As shooting up - and when you venture off
(abuse me..) - I'll shatter your dreams
Make you drink me from the gutter - (GET DOWN ON YOUR KNEES)
Beg for forgiveness - Remember, I'll never leave you...
Only ruin you.