It has been numerous months since I touched this thing and too much has happened to even begin to cover it all in this pathetic entry, but alas, I suppose I should at least summarize some of those oh so exciting events that have come to pass over the span of my recent existence ( Read more... )

Well I'm back again after yet another long break from updating. As anyone can see from reading this thing, I suffer from a desperation and lonliness that is downright pathetic. I have crushes on guys that I can't and shouldn't date and I try to make hopeless situations into something functional. I desperately try to convey my feelings without ( Read more... )

I'm seriously concerned about my best friend, Ben, who lives just outside of New Orleans. He told me that he was going to evacuate, I just hope he got out in time. I am praying that he is safe and that he has a home to come back to. I really wish that he would get a hold of me, I just want to know if he is alright. I've been watching the weather ( Read more... )

Okay. This is one of those entries that I will regret writing when everyone is angry at me or avoiding me completely. I am not saying this to dig up things that I have tried to hide away, forget or even destroy...But it is inside of me, growing and reproducing at an alarming rate. It is making me crazy, so I am going to say some very honest things ( Read more... )

Well a lot has been going on, which is why I have little time for this anymore. But here I am, unable to sleep, updating at last. Well the Alex dating thing didn't go well. He dumped me. I guess I wasn't peppy enough or good enough...You know, the usual. And he didn't seem to care for the fact that I enjoy my conversations with Rion. I'd rather not ( Read more... )

Life certainly has taken an interesting turn! God really knows how to work things out, and his way is the best way. I'm so glad that He has taken control of my life and pointed me in the right direction when I miss what I need to see. I also appreciate the amazing friends he has placed in my life to help me see things clearly too. (Looseeyana Ben ( Read more... )

Well, Bennett hasn't been to Geo's since the 6th of this month. I think he has given up on anything, if there was ever anything he was trying for in the first place. I am still watching and waiting, but there has been no news on that since my last entry. However, there have been other happenings within the walls of Geo's. Some are very horrible, ( Read more... )

Greetings. My Shagrath look alike, otherwise known as "Bennett" for the time being, made yet another appearance at Geo's on Saturday. Unfortunately it was the one day I was not working, so I missed him again. I told Janet on Friday that I had a feeling he was going to come in becuase I looked up his customer history in the computer and he had been ( Read more... )

Well things have been stressful on my heart lately. Silly things really, but I tend to be sensitive in that area. CC and Rion don't really talk to me much anymore at all, I didn't really expect them to after all of this. I'm not worth any type of hassle, especially when there are beautiful girlfriends involved, but it still has been hard on me, ( Read more... )

Well I know I haven't updated in a really long time, but it is mainly because of the fact that I have been so busy in every area of my life. It has been really hard for me lately with school and home life and constantly having things to do, but that hardest thing has been dealing with my situation at work. CC and I started talking more a few weeks ( Read more... )