its been a while since i was on here but shit. its my first late night of the quarter, jim is actually asleep before me and i feel kind of silly. i spent so long on this paper LIKE SO LONG and i still feel like its insufficient. i just cant touch on all the things im supposed to touch on. at the same time, i always say that, its just my M.O. i ( Read more... )

i havent been on in like a year but ( Read more... )

WHO ARE POOR IN SPIRIT

well since im home it seems like i should post something! I got home from the airport last night and im back for all of break now! Im so happy. i didnt miss my family for the full 3 months of college, but then i did during the 11 days of england/sweden. it was really weird! but i still had an awesome trip. i saw kate for the first time in a year ( Read more... )

so i knew i was overreacting when i wrote that and as it turns out things are great! my family is much more fun than i thought it would be. like not fun like exciting, but more fun as in they are just the same as they were before and i was expecting things that arent like them. and hirsh and kat stopped by! YESS and i feel way happier. i slept for ( Read more... )

its cold here! like 25 degrees colder, no joke. i can see my breath. its so quiet, the streets are empty and christmas lights are up. no one is squeeling around corners and laughing outside. i can smell fireplaces. my house smells like new wood furniture, my car isnt parked the same way by the same person. i dont have any dirty clothes piled in the ( Read more... )

so today and tomorrow! its a weird feeling, ive had lots of time to think about it. i dont think ill miss one thing in particular, but little things that make fremont home; little places that hold memories you made a long time ago. watching lightning on top of weibel, playing at the big tree, making wagon trains around my block, soccer at central ( Read more... )

theres no time at all left! im so having this panic of trying to do too much before i go and i keep forgetting that i have to do normal stuff like pack and clean my room. tongiht im at home, but from here on out its nuts. tomorrow: work and then club in sf cuz im addicted now, sunday is work and then sleep at grammies like i did when i was a little ( Read more... )

"i have no desire to come and see you or your dorm. ive already been to college and lived in a dorm and yours will be no different. you chose to get away from us, so enjoy yourself and get on with your new life" OKAY THATS AWESOME! god i love my family, but i guess when youre 18 theyre done with you. completely. its not even like i went that far. ( Read more... )

dont do this often anymore, but im trying to get organized in all ways, so im starting with all my millions of pictures and i thought id put some up here just because those are always the most interesting posts anyway! this is colorado earlier in august:


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