just kidding!
so i knew i was overreacting when i wrote that and as it turns out things are great! my family is much more fun than i thought it would be. like not fun like exciting, but more fun as in they are just the same as they were before and i was expecting things that arent like them. and hirsh and kat stopped by! YESS and i feel way happier. i slept for 12 hours which helped. im so pleased and apparently im so moody its a joke