cant wait to leave
"i have no desire to come and see you or your dorm. ive already been to college and lived in a dorm and yours will be no different. you chose to get away from us, so enjoy yourself and get on with your new life" OKAY THATS AWESOME! god i love my family, but i guess when youre 18 theyre done with you. completely. its not even like i went that far. fuck its a lot to ask though, you know, coming all that way to san diego. i dont feel bad about going to europe over chirstmas now. what fuck heads, absolute inconsiderate bitches. i seriously dont understand how they have any friends at all, and in all honesty i dont think they do and any that they might have they are too self-centered to ever cultivate. GOD I FUCKING HATE THEM SO MUCH i want to throw up my intenstines right now. WHO says that to their kid, even if they think it?? NO ONE. they suck at this so much. all they care about is making sure i dont leave anything at this house to bring me back. oh did i mention they arent taking me to school?? thats the cherry right there. TOTAL RED FUCKING CHERRY ON TOP. treasure that forever. i hope they fucking regret this enough to actually take matt wherever he goes, maybe visit him once. god i cant believe this. and i cant believe that i actually care. but there it is! i do care, newsflash. isnt that what those TV commercials are about? 'talk to your kids, know what theyre doing because when they push you away they really want your attention and advice.' well maybe that isnt true sometimes, like when youre on drugs, but other times, like the majority of times, you do want them around even when you feel like you could kill them. but they missed the last part of that memo. motherfucking blew right over their heads. 'oh mike, whos shotglass is that in your trunk??' oh dont worry dad, its from a school project. he didnt ask a single nother question. what a fat ass joke. JOKE my life is a joke here. my family is a joke. its weird cuz everyone else is so normal, like in my extended family, but my parents are absolutely inaffectionate, rude ass bitches. and they wonder why i spend so much time with my friends. OKAY BECAUSE THEY ARE MY FAMILY INSTEAD OF their faking asses. get away from me. my moms like 'you should protect yourself from doing too much packing with robert, youre already going to san diego with him for 2 days.' SURE MOM ILL 'PROTECT' MYSELF from my best friend. this is why she has no friends! she doesnt fucking GET it. you help people, even if it puts a wrench in your plans because one day youll need it. and even if you dont need it, you'll have been something to someone else which is enough for me. TO MEAN SOMETHING TO SOMEONE FOR GODS SAKE.youll feel connected to them, theyll feel connected to you. hi mom, no connections with your ass! im so done wasting my thought time on this