I am grasping desperately for beauty in life. Right now I will define beauty as purpose; working toward a goal. I feel like I've lost beauty. I cannot figure out what it is that makes me passionate...what I am passionate for. It's a little disturbing to be floating around like a molecule, occasionally bumping in to things that may or may not ( Read more... )

The way people hold themselves catches my eye. On 6000 at St. Joseph Mercy Hospital, people walk a little smaller. Sort of like the pressure from the world is pushing in on them from all directions--evenly, so they are still capable of standing and walking, but need frequent rests in empty rooms on empty beds. That--the pressure--must be the ( Read more... )

Today it is raining. I have strep throat. Suck! Ha. Oh well, it doesn't matter too much. I feel bad because I've had to miss two days of work (if not more!). I know I haven't actually posted in a long time. I guess I just haven't felt like I've had much to say--or maybe it's that I have too much to say. That can be hard to sift through ( Read more... )

I am crazy amounts of sick today. I desire saltine crackers...

I need to be inspired ( Read more... )

So this web page is telling me that my last post was 3 weeks ago.
Hm.
I feel like anything I write is going to be verbal emesis.
And I don't want to continue entertaining those thoughts.

There just must me more to God than this. Take me deeper. Let's not plateau at the age of 21.

Love,
Caitlin

I love sunshine and green grass and blue sky. Oo! And flowers...I bought myself some the other day. What a great day this is going to be ( Read more... )

Rejoice (rejoice ( Read more... )

God, please take away my shallow, selfish ambitions. Make every day real. Call me up and out ( Read more... )

Today I desire to do something furtively, but my tiredness is insuperable, so therefore I just clunk around and people notice me from a great distance and shoot me a look that says, "So help me if you are sneaking up on me in any way, shape, or form, hoe." Hehe. So I guess maybe it's not what I have planned for, but it is still enjoyable. Oh ( Read more... )