If I don’t achieve my dreams when I’m awake, at least let me achieve my dreams when I’m asleep.

Let me live an alternate life just so I am reminded again how rooted I am to the real reality when I wake up again. Because I need to sober up and because I need to recognise that it is a fact that I will be, no, I am living a life that I do not want. No ( Read more... )

I wished that there were no lies around. With every revelation of truth, I notice the whole load of lies used to sugarcoat it prior to its revelation. People (and I too) have often said ‘truth hurts’. The real thing that hurts us is the hoard of lies that had made us complacent to the harm involved, the evil beneath, the ill intentions behind the ( Read more... )

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jebal dorawajulge. jebal.

i said goodbye to a horrid semester of six modules today; official end to a six-mod-stress-syndrome. i should be happy and relaxed, but all i feel is fatigue and this looming tiresome face off with tedium and more fatigue, in like 3 weeks.

i bought 21 books from the Penguin sale. however, i'm still stuck at ONE book. seriously, james joyce pisses ( Read more... )

I think yesterday I was totally madly in hate with my group project. I didn't eat nor pee for 8 hours straight. I was super tired - well, more of having stiff neck & back and my calves were swollen cos I sat too long. :( And I declare that I dislike labs that disallow me to bring food & drinks into it to do my madly-demanding-website! Ok, I'm just ( Read more... )

I got to read this mail yesterday and I was like OMG this sucks, but also a little of OMG this is quite exciting in the I'm-near-someone-who's-potentially-infected-by-the-most-popular-flu way... I know I sound strange, but this makes you feel kinda in-da-moment you know what I mean?

This announcement applies only to students from the School of ( Read more... )

Interpretations are dynamic, even within oneself. The fact that definitions aren't definite in themselves, are quite unsettling too. Morphing definitions can't possible give comfort to dynamic interpretations. Uncertainty is a cruel thing. And everything in our world is uncertain. Such a sweet inevitable cruelty.

I need a break, seriously. Four ( Read more... )

I WANT TO STRANGLE PAMELA!!! :(

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I was glad that our presentation for Lady Audley & Voskuil is overrr. My goodness, was super stressed by it - and wanted to dig a hole and hide my face before the presentation. Haha something I found cute was that when Andrea, Jamie, and Jianwei were presenting, they kept referring to me - e.g. "Stella will ( Read more... )

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