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I WANT TO STRANGLE PAMELA!!! :(
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I was glad that our presentation for Lady Audley & Voskuil is overrr. My goodness, was super stressed by it - and wanted to dig a hole and hide my face before the presentation. Haha something I found cute was that when Andrea, Jamie, and Jianwei were presenting, they kept referring to me - e.g. "Stella will elaborate on it.."/"This will be expanded by Stella later.."/"It'll be further discussed by Stella.." - was quite scared by then, cos I started to wonder whether AM I REALLY GOING TO DO THAT!? Lol, then I frantically - yet pretended to be calm - checked my notes and I was like hmmm where are those parts that I'm said to be expanding on..?? omg it was a scary and hilarious experience.
Another amusing thing: Jamie whispered to me that some girl in grey hoodie was nodding off, HAHA, and I whispered back "how dare she!" ;) But then again, I yawn while other people present too anyways, so I shan't be one to judge. ;)
An uncanny thing happened! Jianwei was like ice cold and really, I mean ICE cold. While strangely, I'm like radiating heat. Yeah, no kidding man. Haha like a sort of sudden fever raging through my body. Jamie and Andrea were like omg you're really kinda hot when they touched my forehead. :( boohoo, ok so I've got presentation-fever then eh? :(
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OK I'M SO CONFUSED BY PAMELA! :(
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I thought my voice was kinda shaky. Haha and I could literally feel my voice going as I spoke...freaky! I guess it's just cos this is a seminar. And the fact that the lecturer is one of the most admired ones that I like. Argh.
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I SHALL GO BACK TO DISSECTING PAMELA!