It's the GE. I will be apathetic. Yes, I will be a self-silencing apathetic youth. Note diction: "self-silencing". I am not what the media always complain of as the apathetic youth. I am an apathetic youth with self-imposed silence. I will not speak up. I will out talk back. I will not converse/discuss.

Commonest reason for apathy: fear. 
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 “There are no cozy answers for the human subject because an individual is never an integral and self-sufficient whole. Stronger ego identifications lead to problems with envy and aggression while stronger analytic awareness leads to increased sense of emptiness and lack. Mental and emotional health can therefore be measured according to the ( Read more... )

 "You've got time to go out for dinner, to waste your time in school, but you can't spend just 5 minutes to write it for me. You just don't want to help me."

I'm glad you finally realized this.

1) I don't waste time in school. I actually print notes and look for books and THINK about literature.

2) It takes longer than 5mins to write that crap for ( Read more... )

You know that feeling when you’ve finished a book, or a drama, and you feel like something is lost? Y’know.. that feeling when the end of that great story that you’ve immersed yourself in emotionally, mentally/psychologically, cathartically, figuratively, pseudo-experientially causes a void inside you?

It is like that tug on your heart when you ( Read more... )

I wished that there were no lies around. With every revelation of truth, I notice the whole load of lies used to sugarcoat it prior to its revelation. People (and I too) have often said ‘truth hurts’. The real thing that hurts us is the hoard of lies that had made us complacent to the harm involved, the evil beneath, the ill intentions behind the ( Read more... )

 I've decided I would come back to write sometimes. LJ has accompanied me through my turbulent growing pains. I shall stay loyal to it. As much as I hate/dislike/despise (yet pity) my past self (and would therefore feel uncomfortable facing it), I have decided it's really still part of who I am now. If I hadn't gone through the things I've been ( Read more... )

When you’re hurt and upset you’ll come to me for comfort and help; I do my best even though your English sucks like hell; but when I’m not fine you don’t bother and only care about boasting your sheer luck of getting close with whoever. All you know is your own feelings and your own desires. Selfish and spoilt. I’m disgusted that at 28 years old, ( Read more... )

난 진짜 이해안되.
사랑이 장난이야?

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You said ‘darling’ with your lips, but your heart was dead. How often do we speak the words that don’t reflect our heart? No one truly listens anymore. Why listen if majority of what we say in our lives are really just trash? White noise. We are all trudging through white noise. Why even speak if all talk is empty? Speeches full of emptiness. ( Read more... )