Never, never ever judge a person by their looks; not even by their actions/ words. Because all the world's a stage, and we are merely players. To survive, I need to be a better "player".
Walls are tumbling
Hands are trembling
Mind is numbing
Face is contorting
The world doesn’t stand still
Nor does it give me any thrill
I stumble my way through the days
I ( Read more... )

 Types of Emotional Abuse

Abusive Expectations

The other person places unreasonable demands on you and wants you to put everything else aside to tend to their needs.
It could be a demand for constant attention, or a requirement that you spend all your free time with the person.
But no matter how much you give, it's never enough.
You are subjected to ( Read more... )

 “There are no cozy answers for the human subject because an individual is never an integral and self-sufficient whole. Stronger ego identifications lead to problems with envy and aggression while stronger analytic awareness leads to increased sense of emptiness and lack. Mental and emotional health can therefore be measured according to the ( Read more... )

 I've decided I would come back to write sometimes. LJ has accompanied me through my turbulent growing pains. I shall stay loyal to it. As much as I hate/dislike/despise (yet pity) my past self (and would therefore feel uncomfortable facing it), I have decided it's really still part of who I am now. If I hadn't gone through the things I've been ( Read more... )

Every sorrow, every pang of wounded love, or doubt, or jealousy, or despair, is a fact-a fact once, and a fact for ever; to be outlived, but very rarely to be forgotten; leaving such an impression upon our lives as no future joys can quite wear out. The murder has been done, and the hands are red.  The words have been cast out, and the hearts are ( Read more... )

When you’re hurt and upset you’ll come to me for comfort and help; I do my best even though your English sucks like hell; but when I’m not fine you don’t bother and only care about boasting your sheer luck of getting close with whoever. All you know is your own feelings and your own desires. Selfish and spoilt. I’m disgusted that at 28 years old, ( Read more... )

joh-a hae.

can you hear that?

nan niga geuliwoyo.

niga ara?

dorawaseo.

neon geunyang ddeonaseo.

bogoshipeunde.

saranghae.

I am 2 faced?

Hahahahhahaha okay. I’ll accept that.

But you see, I was forced to be like that.

1)      One of you deliberately lied about your identity even after I asked directly.

2)      Actually by commenting on each other’s (fake) pictures, all of you are in the conning business together.

3)      You started out befriending people through a false ( Read more... )

i've exhausted my resource of speech.

nothing i've said have gone into your stubborn mind.

it was a fleeting 'relationship'. but it brought me to those ecstatic and depressed states like a 2 year relationship. well, should i thank you? or should i be mad at you? both? or nothing at all?

i realised something.

Love isn't fragile.
It's just a temporary ( Read more... )

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