working on my website from 9:30am-5:30pm!
I think yesterday I was totally madly in hate with my group project. I didn't eat nor pee for 8 hours straight. I was super tired - well, more of having stiff neck & back and my calves were swollen cos I sat too long. :( And I declare that I dislike labs that disallow me to bring food & drinks into it to do my madly-demanding-website! Ok, I'm just pissed off with everything la.
The amazing thing that happened - even Panda says so - was I didn't feel hungry at all!!! O M G. Totally unlike myself. And I think that was the problem yesterday, cos I was hungry to the point that I didn't feel it at all - as in I'm the kind that when I get totally concentrated upon doing something, I can just forget everything else and just continuously do work till I don't give in to A N Y bodily needs. So I ended up not going to the toilet and my stomach went on hibernation mode and didn't bother to bother me at all.
When I finally finished everything with my groupmate and left the lab, omg la, my legs didn't feel attached to my body and my head felt giddy in the lightheaded way - as though I don't have enough oxygen in my brain. B A D S I G N ! I went to the deck to eat the holiday special promotional set and then went home. Drank seasons ice lemon tea and ate seafood soup with only O N E spoon of rice. Oh. Actually to think back, these make up quite a substantial amount of food! =S *sheepish* But in the end, when I met Panda to go to the track to jog/brisk walk, I felt super super giddy and slightly nauseous, where I don't walk straight, and I almost walk into longkangs and I needed carbonated drinks to pick me up. Ended up buying blueberry bread, green bean paste pastry, tau sar piah (sweet), Big Gulp, and Hello Panda (milk) to eat - oh, or rather, gorge myself. And thank goodness Panda made me buy more than the drink and pastry, cos my giddiness was so bad, my eyes weren't working properly - the lamp posts' lights were floaty and I feel like I'm drifting in sea - you know, the bobbing up and down in water kinda feeling..? - and after eating all that food, I felt better. Real gradually. But better.
And I conclude: Computing is not my cup of tea. S E R I O U S L Y. I'm telling you, I have no qualms over being an IT idiot for the rest of my life if only to avoid working at the lab on some project that I'll probably not get A for and feel all the above! :(