I'm going through a really manic phase right now. I can literally go from an almost euphoric state of mind to being frantic and almost panicked at the drop of a hat ( Read more... )

For the majority of my life from childhood I have suffered from insomnia to varying degrees. At it's worst I remember going four days without sleep. That was in the middle of about two months of barely sleeping. Tonight I once again can't sleep. I decided I was going to get online and research my medication. Figured I might get lucky and find some ( Read more... )

I have a million rants on my mind right now. Nothing too special just all little things that are bothering me like sand in my shoes ( Read more... )

Gawd I'm just feeling so bluesey today ( Read more... )

Today was going really great until just a bit ago when my mum called. She was upset. Nana is being a beotch as she can be sometimes love her though I do. And as usual my stepfather is being a worthless cunt. If there were no laws he'd have been dead by my hands when I was 12. Sad. I hate the misery he has wrought on my mother and myself. I wish he ( Read more... )

I don't feel well this morning. My stomach just feels icky. I think all this up and down heat and cold is really starting to fuck with me. And it sure doesn't help when you wake up to your spouse's alarm going off to Paris Hilton crooning about crazy stars. Oh hooray Monkey is having another fucking tantrum. Jaundice has basically pulled another ( Read more... )

Feeling a major influx of negative energies around me. It's reeeeally weird. I know people think I'm a bit nutsy when I say this kind of stuff but I am literally feeling kinda like I'm in a cloud or bubble of bad mojo. Not sure where all of it is coming from either. I know some things are concerning situations in my RL and maybe a little online ( Read more... )

Rhianna has had a bad day ( Read more... )

Today has been one of those days I wish I could just skip. Most days I love Monkey and tolerate Miss Moo. Today I wanna send them both away on a vacation to Antarctica. Oh I dunno for about the next ten years. They'd done nothing but fight since before I even got out of bed and a fucking telemarketer called at 7am this morning. The fan was on high ( Read more... )