Yesterday was a strange day. I didn't want to do anything and every time I started something I got distracted and wanted to do something else. A very ADD kind of day. I was also feeling lonely and decided I didn't want to be that way. SO, I actually e-mailed 2 acquaintances for lunch dates. Heard back from one, going to have lunch next Tues, and ( Read more... )

...want to do more with my kids. I'm going to hone in on getting them cooking. I had Philip make BLTs for lunch yesterday ( Read more... )

• No matter how good it is to watch Vin Diesel on screen...Babylon AD was just bad...bad.

• I am in process of applying to the Art Institutes online for a web design diploma. It's really expensive. I'm really anxious over being able to do it... but I am hanging onto the thought that's it's better to try and fail than never try at all. (I guess ( Read more... )

tim took the day off and decided spur of the moment last week that we'd go to King's Island. he can't stand not taking a vacation... even though we do plan on camping it won't be til the kids are in school again (they start tomorrow ( Read more... )

• we are going to the zoo today, I will feel bad for the animals in cages and think I shouldn't be supporting it... then think about the animals I have in cages and realize the hypocrisy... no more pets. really. (I do love the rats though ( Read more... )

• I've been posting in my herbs and cooking journals the past couple days ( Read more... )

yesterday: hung out with parents, brother, sister... kept the boredom down, kept calm. overcame anxiety on the drive there as I took the "scary" merging way instead of the longer "safer" way. Tim is working too much, gone too much. it can't be helped. but today: I am feeling lonely, like I want to make friends... I really don't have friends ( Read more... )

• Philip spent the night with a friend and remembered to call in the morn to say he'd taken his meds BUT friend didn't feed him all day cept yogurt saying that's all he ever eats (he is a tiny little thing too). g-r-eat• getting Rowan's (formally Joey's) room painted slowly but surely. He picked a color close to sea-foam green/blue but luckily ( Read more... )

We couldn't find Rose last night (one of our rats - the sweetie pie). We turned the whole living room upside down with flashlights...figured she must've gotten out somehow and that we must not have been careful enough coming and going to the kitchen ( Read more... )

it's a down day ( Read more... )