isnt it funny that right now, winning the lottery would basically solve all of our problems =/

so its turned into a horrible situation. not like it wasnt before.. but it got worse. mom kicked us out.. we decided to live with dad.. dad was going to move to deland for us ..i was actually really excited about it all.. we even found a house and everything. i was looking forward to starting over. all that came crashing to the ground thursday ( Read more... )

omg.

i dont even know what to think right now.

im numb.

i cant move back to vegas. =(

i cant go through that again.

my dad cried while talking to me for the first time in my life.

i cant believe this is happening.

we have to find a way to work this out.

but if i have to, i will.

wooooaaah nelllay ( Read more... )

everything just got shaky again =( 
my mom called yesterday. when i saw her name show up on my cell i started shaking and decided not to answer it. a few seconds later i had a voicemail. on the message my mom wasnt angry like i thought she might be. she sounded really sad and pathetic. she told me she was getting counseling. and that we were always ( Read more... )

i need another update.
last time i updated was thurrrsday.. the day after the last day of school.. when i was supposed to be out at a party enjoying summer.. but instead i had these lovely family issues to deal with.
Up until friday my mom was being a crazy bitch.. kicked us out.. made us come back.. screamed at us.. threatened us.. we left.. she ( Read more... )

i know. its rediculous that im actually about to sit here and poor all my feelings onto my online journal. but i really need this.
these past couple of days have been so.. god i dont even have a word to describe it. ive felt as though ive been dreaming for the past week. everything is so unbelievable right now. it feels like everything is going in ( Read more... )

i haven't updated in a while.. last time i tried to, my internet knocked me off =/ that pissed me off so bad you have no idea.. cos it was a really good long entry ( Read more... )

ok so the bad thing about not updating in a while is the fact that all my entries are way too loooong. but i cant help it so here it goes ( Read more... )

i havent updated in a while.. i guess. im just not so into it anymore. plus barely anyone ever commentssss/. but i feel like updating now so here it goes =D ( Read more... )