im on fire.. and i think im ready to bust a move
ok so the bad thing about not updating in a while is the fact that all my entries are way too loooong. but i cant help it so here it goes:
BIG thing happened with my mom... i dont feel like writing the juicy details on here but lets just say it was bad and i was worried... and i still am a bit. fucking sucks =/ but a good thing is that i actually prayed for her and it worked.. which is an awesome feeling. who knows cooper maybe you'll get lucky cos ive been praying for what we talked about ;D
i love God! thats my MAIN MAN..love him!
ive been taking a break from my religion seeking. because it was just an overflow when i first started asking questions.. i got confused. and i think i gave up for a while? but lets just say it was a break... well whatever i think im ready to go at it again =D camp will definately help.
o yea im going to camp innnn... t-minus 2 days!!! im so freaking excited! my first summer camp ever. and my best friends going with me =D what more could i ask for? its going to be a blast! we have to be at the church at like 12 monday. i think mark might come with us which could be fun!
when we get back from camp i'll be getting my permit. hell yes stefanies hitting the streets.. everybody watch out! haha i dont think i'll be a good driver.. driving scares me.
but im proud that i passed my drug and alcahol test. boy was that a pain. i had to go over to stevens house to do it because my internets messed up (im suprised im even able to update!).. so i took the test over there.. and i sorta dragged it out too long because we went swimming in between each session. tehe. but when i finally took the exam at the end i had tatum, steven, austin, shane, and shawn over my shoulder trying to help me.. but they did the opposite because they all had different opinions and it just confused me. haha but when i finally passed everyone was jumping up and down yelling and clapping--which was embarrassing but i got a kick out of it..
i got a bruse on my cheek under my eye when i was at stevens.. but i dont know what its from because i was sleeping.. it hurts =/
i also got sick like a week ago.. i was up all night throwing up.. im thinking it was food poisoning but i dont know.
wwwwe joined the ymca..last week i think. and we;ve only gone once. but i feel fat so as soon as camps over im gonna get in shape. ive been doing yoga and pilates but i really want to start running alot. get some endurance. =D
last night we went to port orange to see my aunt. and to target so i could use that gift certificate i got for my birthday. i got a bunch of make up cos i didnt know what else to get. haha and now my newest obsession is my eyelash curler =D
what else,,,oh i think we're moving. im fucking sick of where we live right now. its all the way out in the boonies, we're surrounded but drug dealing rednecks, our house will definately get flooded if a hurricane comes, just way to many reasons to count. so i think my mom had finnaly decided on moving. i either want to live somewhere in lake helen.. or near mcgregor. its so pretty out there =D i dont know yet but toney better not change my moms mind or i'll be mad.. this is OUR house.. not his.
...music makes me lose control..
i havent talked to sara in a while.. i miss her dearly. so sara call me when you can! 8486029!! and thats local now ;D
and i really miss mckenzie too. shes in north caralina. but i'll see her at camp. woo we have a lot to catch up on! well unless she reads all this.
and o. my gawd. i. miss. christelle. more than i can explain. i miss seeing her and talking to her everyday like at school. shes one of my best friends buttttt.. i dunno things are complicated. i dont think shes aloud to hang out with us kids from school.. cos of her mom? hmm. i miss her so much!!
i think i might go bowling tonight. with mark and chris popell. if im up to it.
asa's doing better. hes so skinny tho. being sick practically sucked him dry. hmm.. we'll have to get some moe's to fatten him up. haha.
omg i havent even done my summer assignment. i keep forgeting about that!!
i dont know if i'll have time? since i didnt have time to go to fort lauderdale before camp i think we're going afterwards. maybe. if not then im most definately going to take my last week before school to get my life in order.. like, i gotta clean my room and the house and get my head straight, i want to go back to school shopping, and hang out with friends..yano?
ryans maybe going to ATC next year instead of highschool. which is huge. because.. that would change everything. for one thing id have to ride that damn bus.. haha no i dont care about that i just hope he makes the right choice for his future =D
MY future? psh. who knows about that? i have a lot of thinking to do within the next year. hopefully as soon as highschools over i'll be off to california. ..i wish.
well i think ive wracked my brain of everything big thats happened lately so there ya go. lol if anyone actually read any of that, feel free to comment =D
BIG thing happened with my mom... i dont feel like writing the juicy details on here but lets just say it was bad and i was worried... and i still am a bit. fucking sucks =/ but a good thing is that i actually prayed for her and it worked.. which is an awesome feeling. who knows cooper maybe you'll get lucky cos ive been praying for what we talked about ;D
i love God! thats my MAIN MAN..love him!
ive been taking a break from my religion seeking. because it was just an overflow when i first started asking questions.. i got confused. and i think i gave up for a while? but lets just say it was a break... well whatever i think im ready to go at it again =D camp will definately help.
o yea im going to camp innnn... t-minus 2 days!!! im so freaking excited! my first summer camp ever. and my best friends going with me =D what more could i ask for? its going to be a blast! we have to be at the church at like 12 monday. i think mark might come with us which could be fun!
when we get back from camp i'll be getting my permit. hell yes stefanies hitting the streets.. everybody watch out! haha i dont think i'll be a good driver.. driving scares me.
but im proud that i passed my drug and alcahol test. boy was that a pain. i had to go over to stevens house to do it because my internets messed up (im suprised im even able to update!).. so i took the test over there.. and i sorta dragged it out too long because we went swimming in between each session. tehe. but when i finally took the exam at the end i had tatum, steven, austin, shane, and shawn over my shoulder trying to help me.. but they did the opposite because they all had different opinions and it just confused me. haha but when i finally passed everyone was jumping up and down yelling and clapping--which was embarrassing but i got a kick out of it..
i got a bruse on my cheek under my eye when i was at stevens.. but i dont know what its from because i was sleeping.. it hurts =/
i also got sick like a week ago.. i was up all night throwing up.. im thinking it was food poisoning but i dont know.
wwwwe joined the ymca..last week i think. and we;ve only gone once. but i feel fat so as soon as camps over im gonna get in shape. ive been doing yoga and pilates but i really want to start running alot. get some endurance. =D
last night we went to port orange to see my aunt. and to target so i could use that gift certificate i got for my birthday. i got a bunch of make up cos i didnt know what else to get. haha and now my newest obsession is my eyelash curler =D
what else,,,oh i think we're moving. im fucking sick of where we live right now. its all the way out in the boonies, we're surrounded but drug dealing rednecks, our house will definately get flooded if a hurricane comes, just way to many reasons to count. so i think my mom had finnaly decided on moving. i either want to live somewhere in lake helen.. or near mcgregor. its so pretty out there =D i dont know yet but toney better not change my moms mind or i'll be mad.. this is OUR house.. not his.
...music makes me lose control..
i havent talked to sara in a while.. i miss her dearly. so sara call me when you can! 8486029!! and thats local now ;D
and i really miss mckenzie too. shes in north caralina. but i'll see her at camp. woo we have a lot to catch up on! well unless she reads all this.
and o. my gawd. i. miss. christelle. more than i can explain. i miss seeing her and talking to her everyday like at school. shes one of my best friends buttttt.. i dunno things are complicated. i dont think shes aloud to hang out with us kids from school.. cos of her mom? hmm. i miss her so much!!
i think i might go bowling tonight. with mark and chris popell. if im up to it.
asa's doing better. hes so skinny tho. being sick practically sucked him dry. hmm.. we'll have to get some moe's to fatten him up. haha.
omg i havent even done my summer assignment. i keep forgeting about that!!
i dont know if i'll have time? since i didnt have time to go to fort lauderdale before camp i think we're going afterwards. maybe. if not then im most definately going to take my last week before school to get my life in order.. like, i gotta clean my room and the house and get my head straight, i want to go back to school shopping, and hang out with friends..yano?
ryans maybe going to ATC next year instead of highschool. which is huge. because.. that would change everything. for one thing id have to ride that damn bus.. haha no i dont care about that i just hope he makes the right choice for his future =D
MY future? psh. who knows about that? i have a lot of thinking to do within the next year. hopefully as soon as highschools over i'll be off to california. ..i wish.
well i think ive wracked my brain of everything big thats happened lately so there ya go. lol if anyone actually read any of that, feel free to comment =D