oh dear. things are pretty terrible inside of my head right now. it is likely that few people will read this.

i have one big question:

what is so wrong with my personality that i am entirely unpleasant to be with or even to know?in all honesty, that is all i can derive from the current state of things. no friends. no family. it's pretty difficult ( Read more... )

and i quote ( Read more... )

who am i kidding? man i'm a terrible person. i mean, i need to work on so much stuff. the only person that i'm kidding is i. i'm so selfish it's amazing. i mean whether i am doing things to my sole advantage, or whether i am putting myself down, i am focusing all attention on me. it's terrible. not only that, but i don't think about what i say. ( Read more... )

Am I allowed to tell my mom about Romans 3:13, and how profanity is a stumbling block to me? She always tells me that I disobey her, and that my “pastors” tell me that I can go and tell my parents what’s wrong with them, and “judge” them (even though it says so right in the bible)? She says that I can’t judge her, and I am judged “ten fold” for ( Read more... )

hmm...
yes a visit to the towne center tonight reminded me of some stuff:
a) lots of guys think drinking is rad
b) lots of guys think sex is rad
c) lots of girls think guys that drink and have sex, are rad
d) lots or girls and guys are stupid
yeah, i'm not a drinker.
guess i'm not "cool".
whatever.
people can be pretty lame.

this weekend ( Read more... )