I am not sure how I am supposed to feel about this. I did a good thing and it made my friend happy, but I got embaressed when he put light on the fact that I got him something. My friend Pal lives in Mexico and, something that I thought wasn't possible, in a somewhat worse state than I am in regard to depression and finances. He is also someone who ( Read more... )

Things aren't bad. Things are pretty good, actually. I got a job working with people with disabilities, helping them in their homes so they can still live independantly. I still hang at the family shelter at night. They let me be a third host. A couple of times people commented on how staffed or over staffed we were last night and that made me feel ( Read more... )

It has been an interesting week. I didn't reread the last post so I don't remember what all I put. I guess it doesn't really matter. I have been having a hard time at work. I was crying at work, wanting to die, it was just not good. They would dick around with how many hours I was doing and even then they wanted me to do a lot of stuff in the ( Read more... )

You ever feel like you know the answer and it is on the tip of your tongue and when someone tells you what it is, you feel like you really should have already known that? I keep getting the feeling like I am on the verge of some sort of self discovery/a bit of recovery from the larger depression from the last few years. I keep hitting certain point ( Read more... )

The diversity retreat was really good. It was intense but it was good. It is amazing how well you know who you are when you are put in a large group of people who are different from you. I was on the LGBTQ panel, and that was scary because I can only speak for myself and there were a lot of aspects and issues that we hadn't the time to go into. ( Read more... )

Its been a few days, and that is mainly because I have been a crabby assk, but then on my birthday things looked up, and then I got busy. I am still busy, so I can't be long on this, but here are a few things ( Read more... )

Just a check in and to write about my Christmas (which may or may not turn into a novel of writing). I meant to do it last night, but I didn't. I went to my mother's house and hung out with her. I got a good amount of presents and all of them were under 10 dollars (I think) so I feel good about the fact that I could only get people books, most ( Read more... )

Here are a few things I want to put down before I forget ( Read more... )