since the lamictal started working, i have lacked that certain yucky place i so quickly go.... i don't feel numb though - just sort of protected from falling.... or at least falling AS far ( Read more... )

i am sick as fuck.  (and Lord knows that "fuck" is quite sick ( Read more... )

I think I'm a fukn cyclothymic borderline. Fear creates my anx and paranoia. I think my magical thinking and strange autumn shit is either an accident of HM neurons or plain ol creativity borne from mild manic dep AND boredom w the ordinary. But the new med proved my HM wasn't anx. I think we have def perceptual issues.. I think we r paranoid ( Read more... )