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Didnt know where else to write
i was sitting here...knowing I should study for my Calc and Chem exams but not, just thinking about nothing particular. Thoughts wandering aimlessly when i thought about this....I lead a life once...one I loved full of people I love, with places I know, things I wanted and no particular place to go at all. In a penstroke and a an "I do" I traded it ( Read more... ) -
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I wonder what could possibly make a person think they have been passed over as something not so special...when someone did everything he could to make her feel special, did the best he could. what the fuck everytime i think im good to go something else happens....ahhh drop me on an island somewhere in the middle of the pacific for 6 months with a ( Read more... ) -
back
back at the academy for term 2. leaves fall and are swept away by wind, snow falls and is melted by the sun, rain falls and its soaked up by the earth, and then it starts all over again. Always, time sweeps away the things which fall at its feet. And so it is with people and our contact with one another. It takes effort for that last leaf to cling ( Read more... ) -
4 months
Well its taken me 4 months but I have finally figured out the emotion I have been feeling. Disappointment. I was disappointed when I realized everything. I never expected them to disappoint me and I think thats why it hurt the most and took me so long to uncover. Somethings you just never believe could happen and they do and then your left with ( Read more... ) -
suicide lies
15 more days...Feel like i should be more excited? I am to see kelly and to drive and pick up a cue. But you know all of that seems almost worthless (cept for seeing kelly). Just because I got very little to go home to these days. Idk, I think about it, I realize im forgetting bout the 2 or 3 that have been there since the beginning. Maybe I ( Read more... ) -
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AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH....ok so now thats outa me, 3 weeks till thanksgivin thank God hehe. anyway, just thought id say hi, yes kate that was you i was talking about lol. thats all... -
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God I need a drink...anyway so I was told by the all powerful seductress to write in this thing. I dunno I have thought about closing it for a while now. Maybe I should maybe I shouldnt. I originally started it for other people. To help them, at first not directly but then it grew into directly through reading what people thought and writing ( Read more... ) -
senseless
I used to think my random thoughts and ramblings in here beheld some divine wisdom that would help those who read it. Truth is they don't, and just about everything in here is senseless rambling. Not sure why i even bothered ever writing in this. -
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Grave digger ( Read more... )
