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Grave digger
When you dig my grave
could you make it shallow
so that I can feel the rain
grave digger
The more I know her the more I love her...
I been thinking a lot lately, maybe all this isnt for me you know? I mean I hate being told what to do, when and how to do it. I have always been able to take care of myself, and I dont fit in here you know? I only know of two places I fit in right now. 1 is the life i lead this summer, 98% of it was spent in a car, poolhall or working. And thats who I am, I fit in with the kind of people who spend there time in poolhalls. God I miss nights like that. But the thing is that life is a dead end. It ends there it has no future. The other place is in the actual Navy where they trust me to take care of myself, flying an f/a 18, traveling etc...But theres two problems with this. 1 I have to go through here to get there, and 2 I didnt have kelly when I thought all that out. I suppose all I can do is trust me feelings and go with them, let them lead me where they will.
In other thoughts, Havent heard from many people, didnt expect to, not sure I wanted to. But I did here from Belle, shes doing good. I never did fit in with them, not the way I had always hoped too, because truth is Im not like them. Theyre nice and all but Im not like them. And the one thing that bridged us has left me months ago. I miss him I will always have a spot for him, but hes gotta get in the car. And as time goes on that spot might not always be the same one...
When you dig my grave
could you make it shallow
so that I can feel the rain
grave digger
The more I know her the more I love her...
I been thinking a lot lately, maybe all this isnt for me you know? I mean I hate being told what to do, when and how to do it. I have always been able to take care of myself, and I dont fit in here you know? I only know of two places I fit in right now. 1 is the life i lead this summer, 98% of it was spent in a car, poolhall or working. And thats who I am, I fit in with the kind of people who spend there time in poolhalls. God I miss nights like that. But the thing is that life is a dead end. It ends there it has no future. The other place is in the actual Navy where they trust me to take care of myself, flying an f/a 18, traveling etc...But theres two problems with this. 1 I have to go through here to get there, and 2 I didnt have kelly when I thought all that out. I suppose all I can do is trust me feelings and go with them, let them lead me where they will.
In other thoughts, Havent heard from many people, didnt expect to, not sure I wanted to. But I did here from Belle, shes doing good. I never did fit in with them, not the way I had always hoped too, because truth is Im not like them. Theyre nice and all but Im not like them. And the one thing that bridged us has left me months ago. I miss him I will always have a spot for him, but hes gotta get in the car. And as time goes on that spot might not always be the same one...