Drink
God I need a drink...anyway so I was told by the all powerful seductress to write in this thing. I dunno I have thought about closing it for a while now. Maybe I should maybe I shouldnt. I originally started it for other people. To help them, at first not directly but then it grew into directly through reading what people thought and writing responses for them and writing bits of information or thought that I hoped would help. Thing about it is I dont know if it really helped anyone, and if it still does if it ever did. That and seems as though no one writes their thoughts in here anymore so it doesn't give me much insight into whats wrong or what theyre thinking so it really doesn't enable me to help people as much anymore. I dont know.
On another note, today has been one of those days. Questioning what I am doing here. I know theres things you dont like about everywhere you go but this is just pissing me off. I havent had a drink, shot pool or drove a car in almost 6 months. I barely see the people I love esp the girl. This happens every once in a while. Everytime it goes away after a bit. It just something else to deal with I guess. 24 more days....
On another note, today has been one of those days. Questioning what I am doing here. I know theres things you dont like about everywhere you go but this is just pissing me off. I havent had a drink, shot pool or drove a car in almost 6 months. I barely see the people I love esp the girl. This happens every once in a while. Everytime it goes away after a bit. It just something else to deal with I guess. 24 more days....