Well I crack myself up sometimes. I get in these spells and will deep dive into past things. Tonight that was a very old journal. Like hand written from back in my early to mid high school days ( Read more... )

What kinda cracks me up about this journal is I feel like it is for the first time ever just MY own. I am the only one reading it and no one else. Cause really this website went the way of the dodo a long time ago. It was passed over for other social media platforms. But to me this one is still the most genuine. It’s where you can be more real. ( Read more... )

Oh look at that. A time gap happened again in my journal entries ( Read more... )

I swear reading back over my old paper journal is a damn trip through time. It only spanned a short time but there was a lot there. A lot of my time dating Mike. Or whatever it was we were doing as I still to this day don’t really know if we were truly dating or not ( Read more... )

Well I wanted to be regular with this but fell off for a whole month. Granted I had a bout of depression followed by being sick the last two weeks. So there is that. But still. I need to write and dump out all my thoughts ( Read more... )

Another day. More thoughts ( Read more... )

Most nights I have pretty vivid dreams. I don’t remember them all like most people. But I do recall a lot of the emotions tied into them ( Read more... )

Today I went for a massage. I know. How boujee. But really it’s not ( Read more... )

I find it interesting that at one time I relied heavily on using a journal. For much of my later HS days and some time after I had actual paper journals and used it regularly. Along comes the internet and more access to things and live journal became available. It was much easier to use so I jumped head first into that. It started off the same. ( Read more... )

Have to admit that this year I am just not into the holidays. Not sure why either ( Read more... )